愛是存在的確定,是存在的維持。失去是一種篤定,就算擁有得時光那麼短暫,能夠無怨無悔地為一個人付出,就是幸福!! 擁有愛情時,要讓對方自由,失去愛情時,更要讓愛自由。 * Today is for dreaming, tomorrow is for making dreams come true... in this world there is real and make believe *
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry X'mas!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
MY JOURNEY
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
Message 给特别的你们 (^_^)
大多数...都看过我最新的entry 吧?! 很感激你们对我的关心.. 放心好了~ 我会没事的... 的确!! 我需要时间..收拾好自己的心情...刚好这两周是holiday, 好让我轻松的度过! 对了~ 我看过你们给我的sms和留言.. 真的很感动啊~ 谢谢=)
在冷清的夜晚...外面下着好大的雨...把我心中的怨恨都慢慢的洗刷掉了....ARIGATOU~ 老天爷 & friends 一直在我身边给我的支持和鼓励... 有你们be my audiences..已经是足够了!! 你们的热线电话一直都在为我而开...愿意听我哭诉...说真的...真的...非常的感谢 u girls there... hav been aws b ther for me... 再一次想跟你们说声: " 谢谢, 你们真棒!!! "
♡ take care,
CI EN
Sunday, December 17, 2006
一点都不是我想要的!!!
Friday, December 15, 2006
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
___ told me sth tat gonez wrong wif her..at first i thought she was kidding me...but i realised..tat's no joke.. her worry is not yet to b confirm..but soon.. to realise.. though life may not go in our wae..but i still pray* for u.. and hope u will b fine... don worry alright?..be happy.. ur frenz will b ther for u... stay cheerful!!!
Monday, December 11, 2006
dateline到了!!~
Sunday, December 10, 2006
大喜日子!!!
"Girl, wat's the no?".. HOoO.. tiffany can realli ans her mum..."8" by pointing to it siaz.. so KAWAII neh.. the dinner, was quite fine lahx.. onli thing was, 我打翻了 my glass of "RED WINE".. haiz..missed it ...wasted liao.. and accidentally kanna my sis dress.. SORRY!!!..sorry... i immediately brought her to the ladies..and washed the "contaminated" part and fast fast dried it up for her... haha... everything go FASTest..lolx.. hmm...dunno since when, i started to be soOo 冷静!!!..(hav to see cases..)and eventually noe wht to do..the nxt moment.. well, my expression didnt show ani panic.. but was feeling 有些 pai seh.. thx dad!... he understand that i didnt do it on purpose..it was just 不小心的...

Ok..it was a small gift frm the couple...every tables got the same thingyz.. is nice lahx.. i kept several of it..'cos my table are those auntie & uncles...they don realli keep all these.. soO i jus hav it wif me.. if u guys wan.. can jus let me noe.. i don mind to give.. ..there's limited lah..haha





HAHA... las but not least...and tat's me siaz.. i decided to wear "not so formal" to the dinner.. special de rite?..lolx.. 没有人..same pattern as me de.. unique dao~ haaa..做回自己..感觉很舒服..i'm happe wif it..can liao.. who cares?..haha.. well, i.d.g.a.d... is me ... my own way of doing, to be original...be myself... tat's wat i called it "STYLE"..and yup 一切就是那么..顺其自然啊~..哈哈哈..
abitz sian.. wif the conversation..so is better to play wif my hp game..which i jus realised... tx shuying.. the game (music notez).. 很fun!!..hee..
1 more thing.. i dunno why.. 什么原因...要做比较???? ..as in.. havin a "driving licence" all these.. i will 开始学架车..but NOT NOW la.. HAH!?! "She" started sooO... WHT U WAN ME TO DO???.. 她是她..我是我... if got licence.. but no car to drive..den wht for??? u still not yet prepare for ur next step.. if is "FORCE"...而不是需要...den 何必勉强自己...i think is 没有这个必要!!!!
Friday, December 08, 2006
突然有种冲动..next wk, 很想play badminton and swimming.. (most properly early b4 sch and after class bahx) ani1 interested.. can actually acc me de..LOLX.. let mi noe den.. hee* Went to look for our class mentor after lecture.. and she gave us a personality test.. ermm.. basically is to understand ourselves betta.. ermm...there's no gd or bad.. but right.. not all are truely accurate.. as in to me lar.. mayb or perhapz there's still more things to noe and discover..slowly we den realise abt it ah.. after tat, my sub-gp went to library to discuss on our upcomin ica presentation for HS1029 and tut (hardcopy) tat need to hand up to the lecturer soon..by next wk.. soOo.. ah..we divided the roles.. hopefully things are done and can b sort together bah.. em... after tat, i quickly rushed to the auditorium..meeting cherrie and grace there... Q(-ing) UP.. for 品冠's concert..BIANG A^ waiting quite long outside..den de moment we went in.. hai.. still hav to wait.. and the MV kept repeat several times...again and again..but overall 很棒啊!!! luckily yuchen was able to make it on time..haha... so 4 of us were watching lar.. the concert was nice and 他的歌声打动我的心siaz.. keke*..not onli me lar..4 of us agree to it man~.. great show wo~ hmm.. next time if our sch organize ani concert.. i'll see how lar..and den consider lor.. hehe.. Alrite.. got to sleep early tonite.. tml is my cousin's wedding.. and hav to reach ther early in the morning.. to "JIN CHA" (serve tea??) LOLX.. den at nite.. got dinner ...aniwae.. i will try to update u guys on tml exciting event de.. okok..gtg liao.. tata*
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
心情...好好啊~
Friday, December 01, 2006
"她"懂了...我都无所谓!

JUST过了..我的clinical pract=)..finally OVER! but有些事.. 我也不知该怎么说..感觉上是要开心才对,我决没有..aniwae, jus let it be den..haha..
OH! 我要谢谢很多人..specially my classmates. THX for all the LUCK!.. for those takin clinical skills on the following wks..要好好加油!! 同样的..我也会为你们打气..OK?..哈哈哈 Not long ago..VIVO CITY 放 FIREWORKS..'cos todae rite.. is the grand opening..so is lyke TIME 4 PARTY!! 我video the beautiful 烟火lehh...gt time i'll show u guys man..took it outside my rm window siaz..羡慕吧! LOLX.. just kidding de..hmm... next tue bio pract.. 1 more to chiong liao.. keke (^_^)
Thursday, November 30, 2006
再也不会问你了。。。
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Monday, November 27, 2006
WTH!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
ESCAPADES!!.. The Phantom Of Opera

23NOV'06... venue @ The Threatre of Artz.. NYP CHOIR 为大家献上..一个充满爱情的舞台剧..已他们最美丽动人的歌声..唱出美妙的旋律...
7.30pm.. the performance starts.. tat nite MC 是YAN TING!!.. 啊..就当是友情客串吧~

BEAUTIFUL VOICES...拉近他们和audience 的distance..

观众们..都把集中力放在他们的演出上.. the whole stage..all belong to them.. 他们都是独一无二的...闪耀的星!!

VERY 神秘咯~ who is who??!..i also not sure.. haha..快把面具採下..LOLX.. 不简单啊..一面SING..一面演action...WAH SEH!! 佩服..佩服..

剧中的人物..出现了... 他们把" THE PHANTOM OF OPERA " 带到NYP来..演出..de' 独家 concert.. 太棒了!!! BRAVO*


scene; happen to be at Christine's 爸爸..的坟墓前..一个充满悲伤的画面..captured it down by mi.. HAI.. while i was finding the angle to take down the pic.. liling asked me..who is "GUSTAF DAAE"??..I flipped the booklet and told her tat's christine's dad.. and den she huh??..y?..how i noe..哈哈哈..so i told her it be'cos the bklet put down "christine daae" so tat one shld be 她的爸爸 ('cos sir name is the same )..LOLX..funny liao lor.. and den she dot diao! (-_-!!!)

W.H.Y???.. 为什么...有情人...不能在一起吗??... the entire performance 都在说一个" 三角恋爱" 的故事.. HMM..

THE END!!
老实说hoR...all the songs r nice 到~ 但还是got some parts..带了一些冷场..BUT OVERALL 还真不错咯..!!
@ 9.30pm.. 收场*
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
我想我会....
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Oh yah..tis morning..was quite...dotz sia.. i also don noe how to describe out the feeling of mine.. haiz.. and den was practicin for clinical skill test.. hmm.. tml will b doin on dressing and the medication thingyz.. sOoO放心吧~ liling ..haha... we'll b doin it together..don sae.. i left u 在一边, 和新fren 在一起咯..don hav lah..LOLX...jk..我们也许很少说话..但还是friends mah... so yah.. yanting...germaine...cherrie..huda..also.. (^_^) Todae ICA.. thx for ur support.. im glad and touched.. next wk onwardz.. urs turn.. i'll also 为你们打气!!
Ahh...ytdae didnt went down for training... 'cos 走不开.. and stayed till very late in sch library..lyke ard 8.45pm ahh.. i reached hm 10pluz.. went to watch the CH U hk show.. den at 11 pluz.. printed out all the soft copy slides.. but tis afternoon..when mai was lookin through the pages..she realised i made mistakes on the pages and c'os of tat.. it actually affected all the color pgs. Aiyo.. is my fault de.. i shld hav check liao den print..but i didnt .. she didnt sae or angry wif me.. but i noe she was thinkin 为什么会那么BLUR..连check一下都没有吗?! very 难过..我责怪自己...why so simple job i cant do well... well, over liao... so jus let it be.. aniwae the ica presentation was nicely done.. and fun siaz... be'cos gt QUIZ mah.. mayb because is simple..so they got it correct easily lorr.. but yah,...GOOD TRY!!
Went to hav dinner wif my gp ppl lar.. at bugis ..except "him"..<--- communicatn b/d...ALSO BO BIAN.. the food ther was quite nice lar.. can nah.. after tat, i left them and took a bus frm ther go home. Meanwhile wating for bus no.80..i saw cecilia and caiyun.. wahhh!!.. s'pore is realli small..LOLX.. great to see them.. I wanted to chat wif them,but the bus is here liao..so had to go off...pai seh ar..aniwae do enjoy man~
This second semaster..is realli beri hard liao..my life become more stress le.. and tougher throughout..next wk onwards...IMPORTANT !!.. tests..ica..skills exam...comin up very very soon.. yo~ i running against time.. but i'll still try.. mayb the std of my wk.. or whteva...lyke the results..may not lyke b4e..but rem tat.. 我还是我...没个人都是不一样的..因为大家都是不同父母生的吗!!! 哈哈哈.. .. .. 冷到~ 不好笑!!..
Sunday, November 12, 2006
JUST FOR U *



say say nia... if realli is...再说吧~

Saturday, November 11, 2006
Thursday, November 09, 2006
Ytdae,... sch finished early ar.. den went to library for gp project wk discussion.. on HS1032.. soOo dot siaz.. we throughout searched frm sch library resources..but at the end, we knew that info r found under the website given..LOLX.. but tat's not easy lorr.. still hav to link to our presentation.. nursing professional... OhHh... basically is on social support (stress, anxiety 'cum coping).. wah seh, when doin tis module ICA.. i feel more stress de... next wk liao.. fast siaz.. OMG~ but aniwae, i believe my gp will able to manage it well...though mayb is not tat perfect..but at least.. our effort ...we did try bah.. after tat, me and liling stayed in sch still 6pluz... haha.. she left after she acc me to hav my dinner in sch..and den i went down to block g for training..hmmm... todae every1 mood weird weird de.. even coach also.. how cum siaz?.. is so confusin...everything dosn't seem quite rite.. did D.M sae sth wrong.. and hurt R..wht i can sae was.. tat moment he turned speechless.. when wordz came out frm D.M was very 伤人..everyone here under stress liao.. or it b'cos of tirdness..tat cause all those 问题....难道...
Well.. 是教练变了吗?...以前的他..不是这样的...不是吗?... in tis case.. i not too sure... i'm "NEW" to envirom here.. is realli so diff... sob sob* wht's goin on out ther???!!.. jus hope that 一切将随风..过去...
Monday, November 06, 2006
Saturday, November 04, 2006
当我们同在一起....*


Thursday, November 02, 2006
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
因为快乐..所以快乐???!
Sunday, October 29, 2006
GOSH!!
i'm worried... for some reasons.. i have to resolve it myself.. regardless on wht.. is jus a can or cannot.. i mean.. ya.. life it lyke tat.. so hav to face it 1 dae.. hmm.. im fine, don worry.. was tokin wif caiyun on msn chat.. my wdz sound lyke "bo-chap"..but was not .. im in a state of confusion... stressful.. mayb jus leave me alone for a while.. i need to trace back the time to where i belong to... but as time goes by... things normally changed and the diff r clearly seen.. the feeling i havin rite now... i'm not realli sure.. jus feel lyke typin out all i wan to express.. mayb some might get it, some may not..but it's doesn't matter..
Sometimes i wanna to share out my thought.. im glad frenz ard me do keep me acc and listen to my stories.. but is lyke very complicated.. i dunno where i shld start tellin.. so currently the story they noe.. was neither the start nor the finish pt.
Ps: 朋友,不用太担心。。 我没事。。 我只想把我心中的不愉快。。发泄出来。。 无论如何都没关系。。我还是我。。。一切将会过去的。。 谢谢你们,。。我明白了。。 我会把眼泪插干。。因为我不想在你们面前,掉任何眼泪。放心吧!!。。=)
Thursday, October 26, 2006
下雨了..朋友你听见了吗?


was in sch。。havin training,hai OK 的。。但是"there"不能长久的。 因为在不同的环境和方向。。我不知不觉开始已经看透“一班人”liao。。这, 我一点都不放在心上了。。 every wed, hav to see 同件事..again and again,alreadi 麻木。。到~ haiz,不关了。。你们自己看着办。。我在training,只要concentrate on 必要的。。就好了。。although my mood is not gd at most time when i cum for practice,facin all the。。but aniwae,我不会因为some小CASEz。。and sae tata,eventually is all depends。Tat’s my interest afterall。。i will b carryin on=)
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
YUMMY! YUMMY!!

Delicious siaz..!! nice lehh... had steamboat jus now @ home... mini mini one de..but not bad la.. soooo great=) tx mum for all the preparation. Well, tis morning went to eat "dim sum" wif my family at...chinatown area.... ate until very full, so decided not to hav lunch..but STEAMBOAT!! instead... yeah~yea! mum agree wo.... fireworkz* hee.. xie xie ni.. so at 3plux we went over to vivo city ...to buy the ingredients for the dinner later on... walked in to GIANT hyper-market... wah seh~ lotta of ppl ar... was very crowded..hmm.. haiz ok bah!.. we shopped for almost 2hrs.. so after tat.. we returned home st. which jus spent me 5mins nia... hahahhaa!!.. tat's FAST dao~ ahhh... VIVO is jus oppz and quite convenient lehh... LOLX.. oh ya.. till now, i hav not spend time to jalan ther, haiz... no time man~ mayb durin holz i'll go ther more often to see C... hee* ... 1 DEC'06 will b the GRAND OPENING.. on tat dae.. 100% CONFIRM...many ppl will b ther and of'cos will b a very heavy traffic jam siaz.. no carpark somemore..soOo dot liao..ahh..no worries, carpark sure hav.. but will b a first come, first serve.. ..Get to understand betta on HS1034..yep..keep goin^ aniwae thx YANTING!!..she taught me one of the part on epiglottis and esophagus....etc... hmm.. i not sure .. i will ask u again... HAHAHAA...mayb more on tat.. =) Tml.. got "tah- dong".. hmmm... i'm used to everything ther liao.. to me, if i hav a choice...wanna jus heck care those dotz' thingy siaz..and concentrate on my instrument.."BA" more impt..but den academic come FIRST afterall.. agree?!..
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
原来"他们"一直都在保留着我的快乐...
Thursday, October 19, 2006
勇气?? 只不过那么一点了...
Got 2 breaks in between.. so ya.. went to E-PLAZA wif yuchen and huda...we went to watch video ..title;"Stage of Labour"... saw how actually the baby cum out frm the mommy 's stomach.. pain ah... when using their whole strength to push out the baby...真的好敬佩那些做妈妈的...好棒喔~ hmm...wanna save $$$ money bah... 'cos during the holz i lyke spent alot.. so my frenz ard seldom see me ma-kan in sch..well.well, go home.. 享受妈妈cook的菜...oiishi neh~
sometimes 很不想跟_______说话!! 她SUPER喜欢把以前的事, 搬出来讲...很欠打啦!!!..when she toks.. often 话中有话的...
AH,..my attachment 的事..my frenz all knoe le..(not entire class lah...lyke tat 那的了!!).. everytimes i saw.. i dunno wht to tok liao.. 'cos 她让我想起..my favourite bread kana eaten by her...haiz.. the moment i think bk.. is lyke so funny man~
Sch jus started... realised tat >50%的朋友almost变了...就是啊.....和以往很不同啦!.. i also not sure..no comment...but den is jus the feeling bah.. 我是stand在旁观者的角度...才开始发现这样的变化..这样卫冕too fast liao.. but it's jus a kind of behavior, tat's more on personality... can't help de... mayb influence by ppl in social context siaz...LOLX..( i miss socio... but not bad la.. NOW got my psychology!!=)...)... 但现在所learn the module.. is broad dao~... i mostly interested in 人类的心理态度..他们的思考,问题&想法..is really really fun to knoe how their mind wk.. and sometimes ... is so true to noe how's the person is lyke.. haha..
okie.. i hav to do homewk liao.. hehehe... tata*