CONFUSE?! i'm thinking abt it...

Hmm...tml i'm goin to log in and choose moi elective liao le...haha.. think of takin life sci neh.. okie?! i goin for it.. see if i able to register after 12 midnite..lolx. Afraid if i cant get it.. i hav to choose others le.. mayb tis yr takin life sci..and during my second yr i'll get malay ... c 1st.. too early to say the next yr de. Alright man~ i done my e-lecture wo..in sch.. staying quite late..yesterday nite..at the e-plaza.. to complete wht was told lor.. Wanted to do it at hm..but cant open the file so stayed up to 7 plus to get it done. After i left.. the surrounding was sooooo quiet lo.. left those cleaner and those part-time dip ppl.. luckily i was accompanied by my classmate...
Today dad went for the invitation regardin abt my health sci course.. heng ah! he still able to find out the threatre..i thought he would get lost.. very new to him ma..haha.. but aniwae tis is natural de.. first day sch started.. i also blur blur de..so ya..np=) tis morning..went to HFC MRT to apply my poly ez-link, think monday can get it le.. after sch collect or during break time neh?..mmm...see how den decide..cos mayb wanna study notes..esp the bio sci.. very impt so must focus more..so as others module.. just bought the fundermental..sci for HS1033.. and mm...quite ex and very thick..but can last for 3 yrs ..so y not?! as for the others like clinical thing..i will buy on mon.. buy perry de...or smith ar?.. check out first ..hehe.
As for the dict, and behaviour sci stuffs..slowly lo.. cos dunno can last long ma..scare only use just for a semester den i really nth to say... ppl ard talk abt...buying those books..is sth a.k.a INVESTMENT... oh ya hor.. mon need to pay 30 plus for the text and wkbk... order together as a class..and den others..get my own.. everything so costly and ex.. wah,,need to study damn hard liao...yoyo.. and 1 more thing.. i received SGH letter...for sponsoring.. but i not having tis yr...give me one yr to see how i do..den mayb second yr, think will b stable.. i will go to G______ hospital to apply.. not confirm hav but at least wht i can do is to TRY !! Now i started to get use to it ..but left the bks goin to buy..and group things..a bit confuse.
The elective thing.. every monday (wk4) onwards.. hav to stay up to 7pm for tat.. how abt CCA?.. still wan to take part??..hmm....ah... is either w_s__ or d_____d____, badminton cannot liao..time crush ..sob sob ** these 2 both ok for me..if i'm goin to choose one..hope tat..wun affect my acad tat much..mayb the first 1 ..cos is in sch..the other is at the stadium..so..need to travel..very ma fan...lolx
Wah..M.D. essay comp.. i took part le and now waiting for next mth MAY to see the result.. can win a hundred over plus bird nest ..if my article is out..hope so ba.. =) yea~~

Today was liked..mood not so good tis morning loh..den ended up misunderstood by my fren. 'Cos I happy or not.. my face already shown through my expression liao le. Morning went to the E-plaza..using com. The comp was damn slow ar... but lastly still get in, went to CMS to complete my online e-l ... can lah but i total used up 4 attempt ..haha.. it's worked afterall. I was thinking if got time .. wanna to complete some sch stuff wk.. liked ar.. the HS 1027 and 8. First study the material and do quiz..if given if not..drop down some notes ba.
Guess wat?!! i'm e leader in my gp..oh... well, understand it why..but the feeling weird x2 de. Not use to ..mmm..mayb but slowly i think can manage it. Don knoe why in sch can get to see everything in comp..but at home cant open lo.. the sch security system set too high le. But i's ok man~ 4 our own good...dosn't need worry so much..y m i? lolx. New sch eviroment so.. try out first!! So far so good, now things making me confuse, not the timetable le..is the e learning and lecture thiny.. cum the ICA..blar blar blar.. explain again!! ahyo.. den.. my modules textbk ..mus buy soon... total cost ard..2 to 3 hundred plus.. very thick man..was thinking which to buy first..too impt one..bio sci?.. process and practice stuff like tat..
Life is getting more complicated...and is all depend on u urself. Shld i get a CCA?.. to sae the truth.. i still wondering..even though i already signed up some..but to me.. hardly to sae.. can i bal it .. In tis sch, i started to speak more eng den b4.. i mean in sec..was very diff. Even my class..those china ppl..also tok to me in eng..although not tat perfect..but they trying.. give them time ..they might get use to it.
Nowsadae, my posts.. i also began using eng liao..wa..miracle siaz.. somemore.. is so long wo but eng tenses mistake quite..ermmm..shhh. i also cant believe it, i written all w/o using chinese wording although mixed wif some other language.. perhaps ba... erm, start to stress up liao.. wk getting more and more, need to learn and understand lotta of things but pray hard .. nth goes wrong... =)**

1st day of schooling

Today the feeling was so...wow~ everything was as usual.. morning came early to sch and buy books..it took my an hr to Q-up, others were liked so pro in cutting Q.. pls lor.. u late ppl behind also late lor..biang!! i was told meeting my mates at the auditorium, but cos come early so liked jus go to book-shop, and wat i saw was the Q was damn long, so ya.. no choice, need to get my bks and everything. I'm quite lucky.. think benefit to those came early.. i mean ar.. books were all here and can buy on the same day. Where else some hav to come on the following day to get their books ready.
Maybe be'cos whenever we go...is together wif the class ..and den kana late for our library wkshop...although not under our time-table, just an addition ..but feeling bad. Soon after tis, went down to take our lecture class.. and so on..mixed wif some other classes. As for some who late..had to go to the audio room.. using 3G method neh ..lolx...
Have to buy 2 heavy books liao..so ex..need to get money from mum, very pai sei lor.. keep taking frm her.. she is the best neh... sponsoring me when i in need..gan-sa-ha-bi-tah!! i'll do my best de wo.. but u know de.. i learn things ..quite slow..so need times to get things done de.. tx for understanding. Today although was jus the first day, but talk to quite few no. of ppl.. mayb some hardly get to tok to them but try...'cos i think their std high^^ ..u may not knoe ..through the conversation.. u will get wht i mean.
Haha~ never go for makan during lunch time...watashiwa on diet loh!! get it!! lolx.. hmm..tml 1 hr plus break.. need to go to bookstore and buy moi bks and if got time go and see the CCA set-up stores. Still wondering.. club?? erm...see how.. think join the SHS club more useful..but my NYAA??!! don wanna lost it lo..not sure how izzit le..done le and passed it up last yr liao..no news neh, how cum?.. i left my GOLD.. . need to settle soon ba~
Pray hard.. i dun wan to redo.., hopefully =)
In the tutorial rm.. saw our 2 new classmates... one frm malaysia and one indian .. both of them didn't go for the orietation..so new to me ... den after tis... went down to the atrium, see the latop ..and last i decided wht i wan..and ORDERED liao... the guy recommended me to extend it to 1GB ...at first i don really want..but when i think further ..mayb i need for more uses so.. listened to his advise lor. Next mth den ready to pay for laptop.. so can MAN MAN LAI.. keke*
I reached home at ard 4plus, received SGH letter.. still thinking abt it ..whether wan to accept..but 99% confirmed!! not going for it.. stressing me up man! i apologised and thk for ur kindness thought... arigatou!!
Just quarrel wif my sis.. tokin to me like no one there, so unrespectful.. her academic results so gd for wat!! no use !! personal character is already sux to the core... bloody attitude, doesnt mean comp in ur rm means urs hor.. is share.. cant u knoe wht is SHARING... wondering how u got ur CME A*.. sometime..hate her very much dao... COPYCAT!! no sense of rights.. non- orginal.. be urself !! kao..make me very x100... angry... u are no more..3 yrs old kid.. i cant keep letting u...i go where, doing any stuffs.. u jus knoe how to follow and copy my steps.. PLZ get ur own way man!.. cant tolerate u... ur ATTITUDE.. i'm speechless.. don tok to me ..when u need help again..solve it ur own. Till now still dunno how to solve and hav simple knowledge abt com.. LEARN !!.. i also not so pro or even gd at it..but learn and try it all to process.. once i got my own laptop ..i wun give a damn on u .. but firstly.. i need to transfer all songs..files..and impt data along.. i wun worry so much.. afterall.

GOTCHA !!!

I discovered something interesting abt the photo ...so yep, just post it up lor. Photo taken by the SHS pplz.. & i just saved the pic from their site =)
Alright~ school starting tml le, quite excited leh... think 'cos 5 mths no schoolin le..so quite miss tat feeling..lolx. Thk to mum..she's sponsoring me for e laptop.. i love u wo~ ppl may wondering how com nursing ppl need tat..but i buy laptop is not all becos of my course.. is for my own use and also able to complete my own stuffs in no way ppl can rush me over it... esp my sis..often disturbin de. Laptop is quite useful in studies..erm to some lah..so many qns hav to ask the saler tml le, i hav lotta of ???? so need to keep asking till i know the using method.. ( pai sei liao...afraid buy le..dunno how to use..den really siao liao~ haha)
Hmm.. i have decided to take Life Sci as my y1 elective...cos it sound so fun to know the blood test..DNA..blar X3 ...good good !! Hope i can get in to the class lor..yap.
After school start right?..mm.. i may seldom get to post my enteries but TRY to .. now still consider of joining CCA.. wonder to take up sth diff from sec .. liked no more uni grp ( 4 me ) ..so left..clubs/ sports???<-- mayb not..cos my both legs.. suffering lots of wounds.. ( pity me~!) so lastly left CLUBS.. going to check it out on the 18 and 19 apr ..which is the CCA day... so easily to find out more.
Feel like jus going to start my yr 1... the fees, pocket money, laptop, bus- fare, books etc.. i spent my mum quite lotx of $$$$... feelin so bad...ahyo..as throughout the 3 yrs, she tryin to help me out.. i'm thinkin if my yr 1 result..slowly get stable..and promote to the next yr.. i may start to get my part-time job..so she wun b affording so much liao.. yap! i think is a VERY GOOD idea .. instead of paying for all..mayb she jus help me wif the fees and ez-link fare can liao... Arigatou *
Hope tis yr my class will go smoothing..so hmm... gd luck (^_^)

SHS Orientation

So...lei lo, but quite fun de wo~ know lotta of friends ...got peeps from china, some others..more den tat. My class only hav 23 ppls( 2 guys ) quite alright ba! Sob sob* Miao not the same class as me ar. . i'm in the 5th gp and she got into the last gp which is 30th man..wah how come??
In the Auditorium , 2 of us..kept smsin each other until when suddenly received a msg from her tat she not feeling well..hav to go home first. Ahyo miao!! y? ..not well, take care wo~ see u in sch on mon=) hmm.. ppl in my gp very enthu..especially 2 of my leaders, thx to them.. very entertaining lor.. haha. Then during lunch- break i had my vegetarian food... i'm the only one who ate tat.. i choosen to eat vegetarian 'cos i like to eat veget ..taste good and yummy!! Then after tat.. got games lo.. need to run several stat, all of us very high- spirited except some** (maybe) Although we did not win any prices but in my heart we already won le.. cos throughout all.. we put in much effort to complete man~ and most... we have sth call the TEAMWORK.. ya tat's.
After everything ended, took photos liao..den left wif a friend who i jus get to know.. she is someone.. i enjoyed talkin to ...fun and lots of joke wow~ she alighted at TPY and later i saw a gp of JSS boys coming in... they looked smart in their uni attire, although they were out of their campus but sch shirt properly tuck in ..hmm.. GOOD! :) Oh ya! then i noticed one of the JSS students looked like Shawn Lee .. lolz.. if u don't know who i refering..he is actually the 1 acting in I NOT STUPID show..still don't get it?.. den too bad liao lor ..hehe
Anyway.. overall the whole orientatn was great and well organized. Monday school start le... hav to buy textbks and also the timetable hor..confusing siaz, really scare missing out any class ar..but i think most important is to BE PREPARE in any time... sure get it, and as time goes by will sure get use to it.. the presentation given in the auditorium is very encouraging, feel like workin towards my aim le... jia U!!

每个女孩曾经都是一个没有泪的天使
因为遇到自己喜欢的男孩才开始流泪成为一个凡人
女孩为男孩付出了一切 甚至生命
男孩却不懂得珍惜 到最后都不明白女孩的爱
女孩越飞越远 心里始终放不下象个孩子的他
千言万语说也说不完 女孩留下了最后一滴泪
男孩终于感觉到要失去她 伸手想留住却遥不可及
渐渐的 渐渐的......女孩飘走了 ...
男孩拼命的喊 拼命的追 只能眼睁睁的看着女孩消失在天的尽头...
每个男孩都不要辜负你身边的那个女孩...
因为她为你放弃了整个天堂...

Oh man! Yesterday nite, i accidentally broke a big jug...=( & hurt my leg ar... sob sob** I was so careless.. if i knoe tis would happen, i'll jus on the light but too late le. Already broken into pieces...i wanted to buy a new one to replace but den my mum told me not to buy, she will buy instead.. Haiz.. i'm speechless liao, is she still angry wif me? arr... i dunno, hmm.. no comment leh. Dad knew abt it, but he didn't scold me... think maybe he understand i did not do it on purpose, so... ya, luckily this morning he clear up everything, if not...any of my house members get hurt .. i'm the one who cause it de...erm... thx dad =)

八种顔色看穿你

凭你的直觉从

红色、绿色、粉红色、棕色、蓝色、紫色、黄色、黑色

这八种颜色中，选出『你最喜欢的颜色』和『你最讨厌的颜色』吧！ 你最喜欢的颜色就代表『你隐藏的性格』， 你最讨厌的颜色就代表『你的恋爱癖』。

=)

★喜欢红色

喜欢红色的人是属於精力旺盛的行动派。
不管花多少力气或代价也要满足自己的好奇心以及欲望。 你充满精神的态度，会感染你周围的朋友。 但由於缺乏耐性，常常稍微不顺自己的意，就会生气。 不过天生乐观的你并不会因为挫折而闷闷不乐， 而总是想办法当场解决。 对於阻挡自己幸福的人，则怀有很深的敌意。 一旦有事情发生，你总是先怪罪别人，这点对你相当不利。 如果对别人能够以更宽大的心对待，相信你的人气会更旺。

★喜欢绿色

喜欢绿色的人基本上是一个追求和平的人。
害怕独处，喜欢群体的生活。也因此你擅长与周围的人保持良好的和谐关系，总是给人亲切温和的印象，而周围的人也对你十分信赖跟崇拜。 不过，因为对每个人的态度都差不多，所以有时候也容易让人误认为是个八面玲珑的人。喜欢绿色的人十分上进，但因为不喜欢在团体中太过突出，所以也会要求周围的人一起奋发向上。

★喜欢粉红色

喜欢粉红色的人常常想让自己呈现出年轻、有朝气的感觉。甚至希望在旁人的眼中是个高贵的形象。
喜欢粉红色的人大多不是俊男就是美女，散发著一股让人看到就很舒服的魅力。不过，却有强烈逃避现实的倾向。因不擅长向人吐露心事，常常躲在自己的小天地之中。又因不容易接受别人的意见，也不喜欢和人争论，也常被当做是优柔寡断的人。另外，无法忍受现实的难堪及曾被信任的人背叛的人也会喜欢粉红色。

★喜欢棕色

喜欢棕色的人个性拘谨，自我价值观很强烈。
很怕因外来因素的介入而必须改变自己。但外表及处理事情的态度上，却给人有一种很大的信赖感。对人与人之间的厉害关系划分的很清楚， 所以容易给别人一种冷漠的倾向。不过因为你耿直的个性，让人很信服你，不知不觉中支持你的夥伴会越来越多。

★喜欢蓝色

喜欢蓝色的人是个很有理性的人。面对问题常常临危不乱，在起冲突时总是默默将事情化解，等到该与以反击时，一定会以很漂亮的手段让人折服。
乍看之下应该人缘不错，不过却不擅与人交际，所以只和志同道合的朋友自组一个小团体。常因坚持崇高的信念而受人尊敬。绝对的坚持己见，对旁人的意见欠缺采纳的雅量，所以与人意见相左时，虽然表面上不会显露出任何不悦，但其实心里很介意。

★喜欢紫色

喜欢紫色的人通常很多都是艺术家，容易多愁善感。
但机智中带有感性，观察力特别敏锐。虽然自认平凡，但相当有个性。在公开场合中显得沉默而内向。但常常容易滥用你的感情，以致造成很多不必要的误会，这种不是恶意的滥情，在事後别人告诉你之後，你会很认真的反省，但也容易再犯。

★喜欢黄色

喜欢黄色的人富有高度的创造力及好奇心。
关心社会问题甚於切身问题，喜欢追求崇高的理想，学问渊博，你也引此为傲。看起来你好像社交家一样，其实内心很孤独。所以，你绝对不会背叛朋友，也绝对不做没有把握的事。

★喜欢黑色

喜欢黑色的人通常很积极。对未来会做很好的规划跟努力。
即使外表不修边幅，看起来还是很优雅、高尚。在旁人的眼中，你是个有主见及应对得体的人，而你也希望在别人眼中是个不平凡的人物。

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☆讨厌红色

讨厌红色的人不喜欢别人跟他太过亲近。因为如此，对於突然来临逼迫式的爱情你会临阵脱逃。
其实你心里是渴望激烈的爱情的，但由於这种矛盾的性格，使你在感情的路上一直波折不断，这些波折也使你对爱情更裹足不前，以致错失良缘。

☆讨厌绿色

讨厌绿色的人在心态上一直不希望变成大人，所以在恋爱上来说，是希望备受呵护跟注意，希望对方不断为自己付出。
因为这种不容易替对方著想的性格，常常说出伤人而自己又不自觉的话，最後只会让情人心。

☆讨厌粉红色

讨厌粉红色的人在恋爱上给人不够坦率的感觉。
常常会对另一半所挑剔，即使对方送了礼物给你，在说谢谢之前，还是会挑三捡四的说了一堆不该说的话。老实说，你就是希望对方把你捧上天对你服服贴贴的。

☆讨厌棕色

讨厌综色的人在恋爱上采取放任的态度。喜欢主动、直接强烈的爱情，当遇到个性龟毛的对象，就会显得急躁。由於好奇心太强烈，常会被很多新奇的事物给吸引，以致常常忽略了情人。
而且想到什麼就去做什麼，人缘很好，这一点会让你的情人感到不安。和朋友相处的时间远比情人还多，所以你的情人总有一天一定会离你而去。

☆讨厌蓝色

讨厌蓝色的人在爱情上寻求互补的对象。如果自己欠缺才华则会特别崇拜有才华的人。
对你来说，拥有自己所没有优点的人，会让你的生活更加精采刺激。但这种性格很容易呈现疲乏，一旦遇到更厉害的对象，你马上又会移情别恋了。

☆讨厌紫色

讨厌紫色的人，喜欢在恋爱上采取主控权。与其说是为了爱而企求对方改变，不如说是希望按照自己的希望去塑造情人。
在爱情上的你很强势，爱控制人，让你的情人会忍不住想逃离你的身边。不过，因为你很有自信，所以就算情人离开你，你也不会太难过。

☆讨厌黄色

讨厌黄色的人在爱情上，喜欢将自己的价值观强加在对方身上。因此，寻找的多半是和自己相像或平凡的对象，而绝对不会对无法预见未来的艺术家产生兴趣。
但是跟自己太相象的人在一起久了，又觉得缺乏某种刺激而希望改变现状，实在矛盾极了。

☆讨厌黑色

讨厌黑色的人在恋爱上看来是个讨厌被束缚的自由份子。
十分相信自己的直觉选择对象。尤其相信一见钟情，即使对方已有对象或家室，你也会不顾一切追求他，这点相当危险。

<-- This digital camera very cool and attractive rite?... 很 style lor but 太 EX 了!! If i have enough cash, i'll sure buy 的. 但是现在只能看看...来欣赏, HAHA! U knoe why i like this digital cam so much?... 'cos it's PURPLE man~ 我很喜欢喔! Color 很顺眼..tat is why 吧... yap..
During lunch time , went to hawker center and "打包" 到大姑妈家吃. 她家有两个 kawaii 的 babies, so cute and 真的很精明. 我的小姑因为要上班, 所以孩子都给她带. . 2 个都是女孩, 很听话. Especially the elder sis very active ( 很好玩...但很会疼妹妹 ) Every few mintues 都给她的小妹一个 KISS on the forehead... wah!! 这样会照顾妹妹的姐姐, 那里找...lol. .. 她还小就知道姐妹情深的重要... ppl will be surprise 1, 妹妹长大后..要和姐姐互相学习啊~! (=

校园 SUPERSTAR 出 ALBUM 了!! Finally these TOP 10 CSS 的歌要出在专辑里面喔~ 会很期待吗?... 我?! 还 OK 吧!... 暂时没太多$$$, so..hmm...see how first loh, lolx. Well 昨天, the 【校园SuperStar】GRAND FINAL 冠军是黄智阳. 他的歌声很好, 咬字发音满准的. First runner-up 的最后女冠军是曾咏霖, 她是我们女生的骄傲... 歌声有让人很舒服的感觉. 虽然最后的冠军不是她... 但她已经做到了, 在学校, 朋友, 亲人, 还有那些支持她的人的眼里, 她已经是他们心目中的 CAMPUS SUPERSTAR IDOL 了=)
As for Renfred & 心莹, 他们心里知道一次的失败不代表永远的失败，能够笑着面对失败，这可不是人人都做得到的. 这一点, 我很欣赏! 昨晚, 最后的 20强的演出, 看到了年轻的魄力和活力。每一个都有好多 FANS 在支持他们, 台下的粉丝群则立刻从椅子上跳起来，不停挥动手上的看板，难掩兴奋。Although i'm not at the LIVE, but i could already feel the atmosphere must be full of excitment... people there were very enthu leh... ( 大家都很 HIGH^, Wow~ 已经到了最高境界 liao...) 真是羡慕到... haha. . they really very enjoyed themselves, 台上台下的人..都玩到很疯 man!! GREAT JOB *

Oh Man!! 昨天是 APRIL FOOL 喔~ 但是还好, 没被耍 lo...lolx. Hmm.. 很久没有去奶奶's 家了. 看到她还很健康, 我也就放心了... Yesterday, 我们一家人到二叔的家去 ( my granny living wif them very long liao ) 奶奶 cooked quite lotta of dishes, 她煮的食物...真棒!! Mum also bought duck meat & 猪肉.. soon afterall, everyone of us sat ard the table and ready to have our dinner loh. 大家有说有笑, 都很开心. 只有二叔和我们一起吃晚饭... his family 出门的出门, 晚回的晚回.... ( who care?? EXPECIALLY his younger daughter...无话可说了! )
过后, 就吃水果. At this moment, my granny walked out frm her room and gave me a big 红包, 祝我学业进步. 我很感动..., 因为她一知道我去了 poly 也为我开心... 所以奶奶的一番心意, 我心了解. Thanks very much! I'll do my best in my studies... 我也不会忘记, 你对我的好! 啊, 对了; and one more thing, 记得要好好照顾自己喔~ (^. ^)