在 12am 以前..我想在 few mins b4 the next dae... wish BEAR happe birthdae.. sorri ar.. i cant pei u..but 还是希望你今天玩的很开心.. i'll not 4get u de.. my frenz..all de best siaz..

Hmm,.. went out wif germaine ( a.k.a 慈祥?!!lolx...my twins sis, BUT ah ~我是姐姐..哈哈!) she was late again... for 15mins..somemore she promise not to..but ok lor..nvm de..习惯就好.. next time i understand liao..wht's ya means by " i'm on de wae" le.. ( 她刚从房间走出去lor...(-_-!!) diao.. ) tis time i realli going to LAN DIAO~ and ya..OMG!! HAHAHHA..and one more "C.S" siaz...onli she and me knoe tat... short-form...hee*
Den while waiting for her.. went to buy shoes at TBP.. quite resonable and lotta of pattern to choose man~.. in de end.. i paid tat pair i 比较看的顺眼的...afterall .. we went to take 大头贴..好好玩 lor.. 可爱 ACTION 十连拍..kawaii neh~ tx maine.. later i acc her quite a while.. find place to sit down and chat .. through our conversation.. i get to knoe abit more abt my tis 1/2慈祥..lolx.. u may wondering.. 什么来的..but it'ok ..she knoes can liao..

Exam preparation.. still going on ar.. 要加油喔~ 必胜啊!!! Sun.. got L.D.. hmmm... time not yet confirm .. but hope wun end quite late..'cos next dae got lesson ya.. and still not sure if HS1028 presentation is on mon or tue.. scary de lor~... den after tis.. NO MORE liao..can concentrate more on EXAMS!!.. during tis time rd.. i might seldom com down for L.D training. hope u guys understand..but after tat.. as usual..oni thing is .. during holz.. i hav to go for attachm at OUTRAM POLYCLINIC and CGH lor... 4-8 sept and 11-22spet.. haiz.. how to enjoy life man???!! lolx.. ahyah...dun wanna think too much.. jus hope everything will b fine ba~ yea (^_^)

I PASSED my clinical skill liao.. haha..can go attachment le..so great.. well..ytdae i was damn nervous lor.. ..tx wuxin..she's moi patient.. oh ya! how cum u tok to me ... ur in DEEP COMA ma?!.. ( scenario de..) hahha..aniwae...arigatou*..
Well. ..ytdae i did not go for training.. afraid of mood change so ya...prefer not to go den.. as sth goin on..my mind was thinking back of the test..so cant concentrate much~ haiz..
Hmmm.. next wk will b cherrie and wu xin de turn le..JIA YOU!!.. BE CONFIDENT!!!... can de..all de best=)
Went out wif my parents ytdae to HFC.. mum wanted to buy me black shoes for attachm wear.. but u knoe lar.. those place.. thingy very EX !..in de end... we bought my cousins birthdae presents instead of my shoes.. well, i decided to buy it at CHINATOWN..more affordable ba..and quite cheap de ..yea~ HOW???...ALAMAK siaz... my sis still angry wif my mum ar... dunno wat happen actually..jus becos my sis sae sth wrong.. and mum scolded her ..yah.. tat's wht my dad told me.. OMG!... already 2 wks liao le.. wht to do?..
Now.. im in de library lor.. yanna jus left for lunch..sorri ar..i cant pei u...'cos i not hungry.. if not..i def buy fries again de... so cannot ..keke*
I BROKE MY PROMISE ah!!!.... i ate fries ..lolx.. my fren lar... (-_-!!) nvm lar.. HMMM... jia lat ...my ulcer is still there .. pain siaz... KAO!!..like s***
Just had a gp discussion on HS1028 just now.. decided to meet up on sat again.. wow~ gotta interview small kid leh.. ard 1-3 yrs ...yup.
Going back hm late todae... yanna retaking her pulse..she still pass...whhaha tx god =).. gd luck gal.. i will b wif u later.. 'cos.. IM UR PATIENT FOR TODAE...hahhaha.. so ya..no worry ..i will pray for u de.. as in my heart ..hee*
Saw.. yanting's fren jus now.. she and her frens jus left.. i was in library..and ya.. she is friendly and also quite fun-lovin de..so good to knoe her ba~..
FEW MORE WKS later.. i going to take my S1 EXAMS liao... stress dao... start doin preparation..hope everything will b fine den..pass can le.. gansa-metah..(^_^)

Ytdae..my HS 4104 (life sci) elective …ICA finally over liao…wahahhaha…OPEN BOOK throughout siaz… hmm..did study during wkend, but when heard was open book… esther and 1 were so 开心…keke* Well, tml will be my clinical skill test le.. Later goin sch earlier to practice wif my mai.. she will b havin the skill todae.. and I’ll b her patient wo~..gd luck 2 all (^_^)

i'm LOST !

有时我感到很烦躁…这才知道我累了..想要休息, 多次想到海边一个人静静的坐着…躺在沙滩上..望着天空的星星…一闪一闪的亮着…要传达我些什么讯息的…但一下子就过了..我也不知不觉从梦中醒过...
开始发现自己迷了路..我该如何是好呢?.. 一个人在黑暗中走着..是很孤独, 但又能怎样?...有谁更明白我啊!..如果我不了解自己,那他人也不会理解或更加体会我的心灵深处呀.
在夜深人静时…我望着窗外…思考些…心里所打不开的结…最后往往还是选着逃避..为了保护自己…我无能为力!...我不敢用手上的那把钥匙来解开心里的那道门..谁知道, 通过后会是如何?..这还是一道密!!
路是自己创造的..由自己决定该如何走出黑暗的世界…一旦决定了..就不要再回头..因为这些都成了过去…
** 我相信人间会有奇迹, 暮色里也会有七彩的长虹..路还很长..休息就是走更长远的路…终有一天, 这将会有个美好的结局…
En-style. Copyrighted 2006

Wow~

hahaha.. SOoo wonderful siaz... joann bought me FINAL FANTASY de poster.. YUNA wo!!!.. thx thx.jus got to knoe our ICA hs1027 RESULT le.. hmm... not bad lar..now wat i hav to focus more is on life sci and clinical skill... realli stress me up lor..lolx
PAIN NAH!!!.. my ulcer... but i still eat fries some more.. oh my god.. im addicted liao le...I TRY NOT TO BUY FRIES 4 NEXT WK.. jus wk 15 ...an shall see how first..sigh* i think i lack of water ... tat's y my lip dry easlier.. how how??..quite nervous for my skill test..to me any lecturer will do..as the more u think..a very high chance she will get back to u...so ya... i jus pray ..everything will go fine ba..got to study for HS4104 le..though got some time for open bk.. but study will b more safer lar.. haha..kk.. gtg le.. sayo*

WELL, well..well.. everything was jus fine ba~.. i took my clinical exam ytdae...theory some more..wah kao!..dunno how to describe..was quite hard lor...de paper.. 1hr30min.. i finished jus nice..but no time to do checkin lar... dunno how i did for the clinical theory... WORRY!!.. going to have my clinical skill next wed.. and ya.. mostly of my frenz all PASSED.. so ya.. need to hav more confident siaz...HAHAHA!.. my patient will b wuxin ...thk u.. ur really nice gal.. do eat hor..b4 u come.. later ur BP low ..i'll jia lat leh..(-_-!!!!) J.K.. i trust u de.. wk15... also my elective exam.. i really hor stress dao~~~..wk16...HS1028..ICA.. den wk18/19.. major exams ..lolx.. 神啊!请给我一点时间...
Ytdae exam rite...ended at 7pm.. no time to eat lor.. but b4 tat.. i gathered wif some frenz to eat at mac.. den later when yanting came over.. she bought fries siaz.. all of us there was too STRESS UP!!.. in de end.. dunno if we were swallowing the fries or biting liao.. hahha... funny man~..went to training after tat.. NO MOOD!!!... jus wanna to b alone.. sorry ar..guys.. hope ya understand de... dun feel like tokin.. my mind was full of sch wks, exams 'cum ICA.. and other thingy but afterall.. i was back again.. tok to caiyun... sth got to share wif ...hahha.. Reached home damn late... ard 11.40pm.. haiz... luckily i was not scolded by my dad.. tx dad and mum.. for ur understandin.. 'cos of trust.. u'll never keep probin me qns...arigatou~
I was in de train.. den i saw tis lady rite.. wa biang~~... dunno wat de hell she was wearing.. i was liked OMG!!!.. she was together wif her stead... sitting right opp. me. Some more alighted at the same station as me.. the moment she got up.. every1 pay all attention to her (back)..oh man~ hahhaa..
AHYO!!!.. i misplaced my watch ($10) and mechanic pencil (purple- $ 2.85) ..sob sob*.. i left it in the lecture rm..haiz.. by now shld b taken by other ppl le.. haiz...y so blur ar..hmmm got to buy new one again.. mum..xie xie ni.. for sponsoring me tis time..keke*

Hi ther, thkx 4 all the presents ..given by moi friends.. arigatou*.. till now rite... hahaha..i still received belated greeting man.. tx for dropping down msgs.. through smses and tag-box..lolx. Tml, wah!!! stress liao le... HS 1036 THEORY, hope everything will go fine ba~..gd luck.. =)

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A Time 4 Us

總有一天，會有屬於我倆的時
光當鎖鏈被勇氣蝕穿
自由必然是從相愛而生的
夢想被否定的時光終將大放異彩
當我們不遮掩的愛，如今卻得隱
藏

我倆的時光，終於得見
人生中一段值得我倆珍惜的時光
用愛穿越淚水與荊棘，我們定能
承受
像我們安然度過每場暴風雨
總有一天，會有一段屬於我倆的
時光
一個嶄新的世界，
為你我閃耀著希望的世界

Recess!!!..omg recess siaz... sian nah... i slept during lecture class lor...she tok very slow dao...i wanna K.O..but aniwae hai ok lar.yea (^_^) Going home early todae...gd gd...i feel like eating my TOM YAM later on...hao ma?...keke*, oiishi neh~ hahaha... wah very YA LI leh..i not very clear wif my 1033..upper and lower limb ar...study study~~~ahyooo...life is so stressful...haiz...very tiring...alrite..stop here le...sayo*

I PASSED my bio p1...HAHAHA!! soooo happi siaz..i'm glad tat our class..all manage to pass... well, to me... the journey jus started niaz...so...ya.. keep on going ba~ Ah!!.. OMG~... my fren, yuchen not feeling well... she is ill...luckily got shuying and me ard.. hahaha.. hope she is fine.. get well soon alrite?.. exams comin soon le... jia you lor..every1=)
Beri gd... tis wk no L.D... can rest liao... also can concentrate more on clinical which is comin on next wed... at LTJ2..5PM...STRESS UP!!!.. so far so gd.. jus hope everything will b fine..yea! I ATE FRIED AGAIN LIAO~ ..bought it at HFC... gosh~ i'm addicted le lor... siao liao... haiz..tml class starts at 8am..damn early dao..nvm..use to it liao.. den after tat rehears for hs1027.. den shall clear all tis wk..
Saw miaoxian outside bio pratical rm..Noticebrd.. she scored not bad for her bio...den..i till now den realised sth.. JOEY was in the same classs as her!!... hahaha...the world is sooooo small.. she is still the same.. looked rather HIP-POP wif de cap on lor..she still recognise me... me too lar..of cos...lolx.. hope to see u guys more often.. kk.. aniwae..congrat 2 yanna..she did well for her Bio.. gd luck for the coming up tests.. gambateh neh*

WAH FINALLY... esther did came for elective siaz...tx god.. i not lonely liao..all de wae.. she and me were so LAME dao.. lolx.. i think i'm de one la... den she entertained me..or else very sianz wo.. lesson ended at 5pm.. was rather early..
I was actually to meet maine and go home together.. but she got sth on..so ya..nvm ba.. den went library to have dinner wif huda and cherrie.. frm here onwards...throughout was damn..super funny lor.. we ate lotta of food.. esp me ... keke* 'cos a bit stress ma.. as bio result will b out either tml or the dae after ma..so ya... FA XIE!!
They were very full lor.. until cant wk properly.. lolx.. me too.. laugh until i cant digest properly...who's fault.. haha..is our fault...heehehe* Well.. it quite a long time till todae we had a chance to hav dinner together... very relax when wif u galz.. do take care..and all the best for ur coming up S1 exams..
I got to study a bit of 1036.. very IMPORTANT.. mus pass de... in order to go for attachm..so ya.. hahha.. I was in mac wif them.. when "R" passed by.. no time to sae HI to him..he walked so fast..so bo bian.. but wht i felt surprised was...huda still recognise him.. as in that time he online.. and she saw his msn pic..so wah...u gal ar...realli got gd memory.. envy sia... alrite.. time to study liao.. sayo*

Now...break time!!!!...haha...acc maoxue here to p/c her S1..timetable.. i settled my one liao.. Just finished my lecture class, our lecturer told us that the Bio Practical result will b out either tml or the dae after man~... wah!!!... my heart-beat went fast siaz...60mcqs..how much will i get neh? cover 35% of the whole module..i keep wondering... haiz...can pass de mah?.. hahaha..tok to tis later lar.
Later going to attend my hs1028 tut.. last lesson of the dae...BUT BUT BUT.. 4pm to 7pm.. i got my life sci.. so lei lor...lolx. Some of my frenz.. no need to attend their electiveclass todae ar.. like the malay language, psychology and computer app. elective.. can rest liao lor.. i feel like i'm going to attend alone todae...'cos esther neber cum..not sure if she will be comin for the tut later on..no one acc me leh... will b sianz dao...hee*
Wat's cumin up next ... ?!... clinical theory and skills... life sci exams... wah KAO!!..tis 3 thingy will b clear in 3 wks time..so mus Gambateh=).. hs1027 presentation..tis thur.. ICA siaz...gp wk...everyone muz do the best,k?..all de bes.
Met y.c and s.y outside the corridor..when on my wae to E-plaza... they went for Ma-kan... ME!..NOW ...i think almost done liao.. gtg le.. sayo*

Ytdae...the L.D competitn was a very gd 1. We scored an avg of 8.1/10...lyke tat.. so ya...quite gd liao le.. was more frm wht we expected... haha. Though... me jus a reserve..but de feeling was there..as in.. i also nervous and excited for them.. the competition ..ended late.. when we reached bk sch...was already 10pm.. so packed up all the stuffs and bk to our club rm...
Next wk.. i heard frm them...there wld b more events cumin up..but no very sure i can make it..as to me..studies awas cum first..so if it realli fall on wkdaes.. den no need to sae le..
Den when abt at the MRT.. i missed the las train to HF...oh! WTH...first time in my life encountered tis kind of prob.. it was 12midnite.. i got no choice but to call back hm and asked my mum to fetched me at PS...tx u. I knew she was asleep..but 'cos of me..she woke up and drove me back..ARIGATOU!!! Thk J.H.. for ur concern.. lolx. Well.. overall i think.. is GREAT~.. appreciate RP L.D ppl came down to help us.. and also our LD ppl who performed.. u guys' effort realli paid off.. ZHAN!!! Finally.. OVER !!.. can relax siaz.. but for me..OMG! next 2 wk got clinical skills and theory exams man... and also my HS1027 presentatn.. MORE COMING UP!..
Very weird leh.. i keep thinkin bk..my bio practical.. which had alreadi past so long liao.. dunno how ar..haiz.. quite hard de..aniwae..pass will do.. didnt expect much..'cos i was really nervous on tat dae.. it was first in the morning..hmmm... wat'eva is.. once the result is out.. den shall tok again den... hahahahha...stress siaz.. lolx

为了爱...他不放弃, 他所爱的人的生命

故事里的爱情故事...我看了许多...但事实上, 真的会有美好的结局吗?.. 人类和漫画里的人物..始终都有些差别..你我都不知.换一个角度来看..如果这是真实的话...那爱情将是伟大的. 珍惜眼前的一切, 爱情能不能长久, 就看你怎样的对待啊!

Well... today rite... class ended early man~... den ya.. went out wif shuying and yuchen.. not too long..but jus a while.. had lunch together and tok abt our past... so as to get to know and understand one another betta.. i cld realli sae.. they're a very realistic ppl.. soooo tat's y i feel relax when tokin to them my doubts...and they also lor... tx u frenz... u2 are really nice ppl.. arigatou* In the beginning there r 4 of us..but b'cos amg us... hmm...how to sae leh....mayb NO CLICK..so hardly communicate...k den afterall.. we left the coffee shop.. i alighted at T.P.Y.. to get sth frm him... haha...thx T.Y...hahaha
Tml... need to go sch..for L.D.. got competition...KAO!! NERVOUS SIA... although i jus a reserve..but the feeling is ther lor.. wht i can see frm this few wks training... they all realli keep themselves involve..and cooperate well... hope nth goes wrong on tat dae... has to b there at 1pm.. and everything will b end ard 8 plus ba... so... reach home will b rather late...
OKay! .. i got to finish my food... den study my 1036 later on.. jus in 2 wks time... btw.. thk u Max...tellin me abt those nursing stuffs... xiexie wo!
gtg...take care everyone.. sayo (^-^)

Wow~ realli spent a great time wif them... jus get to scan in...and ya...it was done liao..lolx...nice nice..keke*
Right here... it's raining heavily.. windy and coolin... so ZHAN!!.. later sch will b startin at 4 man~... so now...can relac a bit..den after tat..c through my HS1036 lor...practical and teory comin in 2 wks time... wah... very SIONG!!..
Tis evening..i will b havin my L.D...but cant stay up latebut dunno allow ma??..ah.....wanna watch my tv show at 9pm..ch8...C.I.D..haha.. i miss quite lotta of time le...haiz..later will b attending 2 hrs of class...den st go...BLK G...for performance rehearsal ba... hmm... alrite.. i gtg liao.. t.c

Yesterdae ...finally finished my presentation for hs1028..j0urnal stuff...dunno ..how was it?... quite nervous siaz... thoughout...i was damn cold man~.. aniwae..pass will do.. didnt expect much lor...anithing.. btw..tis morning.. i got my bio mcqs exams....W.T.H... very confusing...and blur siaz... esp...de tissue lah!!!...KAO~ jus hope everything will b fine den... can pass will b gd lor.. i did study lar...jus when time getting nearer..my mind almost black-out ar... lolx... 2mins for 1 stat... where got time ????... no time to think much leh.. the moment the bell "DING"...we had to shift liao... shit*.. tis time i realli stress up..even it over...my mind kept thinkin back.. scary siaz...haiz..
Waiting for time to pass.. having my cca later at 6..and still early so.. am i goin to slack here...haha.. =).. -cant be wo..
After the bio exam.. time still early..so shuying, yuchen..and me..went J8 cc..long time never spent time together le.. we ma-kan there ... all of us ate "ban-mian".. but mine was TOM YAM..OISHIII neh!!! Den after tat...we went to take NEOPRINT...10BUCKZ!!! siaz...but worth it lar... 5/7/06.. rem de time when we been together..havin fun ..yea~~

WOw~ i just ended my elective siaz.. i passed my hs4104...haha...sooooooo great! Well.. my fren ester also passed well...at least better den her hs 1031, tat's wht she said..lolx. Todae lesson was abit... blur lor.. mayb for me ar.. the "Recombinant DNA tech"...was confusing... as wht i knoe on tis topic... is jus basically...DNA...do wif CUT AND PASTE.. but further more..was like... huh huh huh??? ...all over liao..
tml.. havin my journal thingy...presentation lor... i'm ok wif it..jus tat..later gotta wait for huda..and discuss how we goin to present...and also edit our hardcopy as well.. She is havin her psychology lesson...think end soon le ba.. hmm.. ..ya....oh!.. L.D ppl are in the den now.. doin the set up and practising .. i not goin todae ar.. tml got ica 1028... so ya.. den tis wed got 1033 practical man~ wah...everything need to b done by tis wk.. JIA U!!..
K..got to stop here.. i need to figure out my 4104...for a while...sayo=)

wat an *** !

TMD!!.. i jus saw some1's nick... forget it!!.. i wun eva mention ur name or even scold u rite here.. spoil my entry siaz.. no mood to tok when i'm stress.. u knoe de!..but U tok to me.. and tat's wht u got.. cant blame.. i did menti0n to u several times liao..but you dun seem to bother..den wht 4 i hav to speak to u in a nice and polite manner..when u knew how de wae i'm goin to react next...
LOLX.. if u begin to feel the cold between u and me... don ask me why....?? sth muz b wrong...and tat'z it!!! i jus D.G.A.D... understand?? ... shut'd up lah!...HELL~ (mood-swing)

was... in sch today... and got back home ard 8pm.. my family went to my granny's hse.. and i was supposed to go..but too bad my L.D ended late..so ya..in de end they went off w/o me lor... Today b4 the training.. all of them were preparing the euipm, tat's goin to b use up next wk.. tat pt in time.. i was liked damn buzi siaz... "K" 书!! pai sei..ar.. 'cos while im very focus into my 1033.. some of my L.D ppl tok to me abt sth.. and i didn't 注意 listen..sorri ah! Next wk.. got 1033 practical test..60 mcqs...and also my journal presentation...wa wa...KAO!!.. siao liao le..as time comin near 我开始紧张 man...lolx.
During afternoon time.. all of us were at blk G.. at the old sport complex lah...hmm.."SO-CALLED".. there was this archery guy..haha.. also dunno wat the name izzit.. he asked if i'm frm SHS and also de course im in..i answered him.. yar...arhuh...he said tat he also frm nursing ..yr2 and told me to focus more on bones topic... well.. i was ????? stunned siaz..out of the sudden lor..how he knoes?.. i guess he saw my module bk lar.. and knew it so.. ..tx for tellin.. but den i will b still studying all related topics lar.. FOR INCASE...arigatou*
Competition next wk liao...heng siaz,... i'm reserved.. 'cos the coach BO-BIAN.. need to put one more person in..and tat's y i was in lar...ahahha... jk.. think he also wan me to see how's the competition realli like.. next sat leh...time occupy de whole dae..till nite...8plus.. luckily not during wkdae..or else.. i wun b goin le.. i did sae once rite...yaya..
Hmm,, 11pm.. le leh... i still got TRUNK topic to go through... las topic...heard frm the lecturer said onli one qn..but haiz...den tml hav time.. i'll recap whole things again ba..and focus bones more...HE SAE SO....sooooo i will listen to u tis time.. eventhough.. we not realli knoe each other so well.. but ur kind enough to tell me abt de exp u gone through during ur yr 1.. okay.. i shall wk on it..