愛是存在的確定,是存在的維持。失去是一種篤定,就算擁有得時光那麼短暫,能夠無怨無悔地為一個人付出,就是幸福!! 擁有愛情時,要讓對方自由,失去愛情時,更要讓愛自由。 * Today is for dreaming, tomorrow is for making dreams come true... in this world there is real and make believe *
Sunday, October 29, 2006
GOSH!!
i'm worried... for some reasons.. i have to resolve it myself.. regardless on wht.. is jus a can or cannot.. i mean.. ya.. life it lyke tat.. so hav to face it 1 dae.. hmm.. im fine, don worry.. was tokin wif caiyun on msn chat.. my wdz sound lyke "bo-chap"..but was not .. im in a state of confusion... stressful.. mayb jus leave me alone for a while.. i need to trace back the time to where i belong to... but as time goes by... things normally changed and the diff r clearly seen.. the feeling i havin rite now... i'm not realli sure.. jus feel lyke typin out all i wan to express.. mayb some might get it, some may not..but it's doesn't matter..
Sometimes i wanna to share out my thought.. im glad frenz ard me do keep me acc and listen to my stories.. but is lyke very complicated.. i dunno where i shld start tellin.. so currently the story they noe.. was neither the start nor the finish pt.
Ps: 朋友,不用太担心。。 我没事。。 我只想把我心中的不愉快。。发泄出来。。 无论如何都没关系。。我还是我。。。一切将会过去的。。 谢谢你们,。。我明白了。。 我会把眼泪插干。。因为我不想在你们面前,掉任何眼泪。放心吧!!。。=)
Thursday, October 26, 2006
下雨了..朋友你听见了吗?


was in sch。。havin training,hai OK 的。。但是"there"不能长久的。 因为在不同的环境和方向。。我不知不觉开始已经看透“一班人”liao。。这, 我一点都不放在心上了。。 every wed, hav to see 同件事..again and again,alreadi 麻木。。到~ haiz,不关了。。你们自己看着办。。我在training,只要concentrate on 必要的。。就好了。。although my mood is not gd at most time when i cum for practice,facin all the。。but aniwae,我不会因为some小CASEz。。and sae tata,eventually is all depends。Tat’s my interest afterall。。i will b carryin on=)
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
YUMMY! YUMMY!!

Delicious siaz..!! nice lehh... had steamboat jus now @ home... mini mini one de..but not bad la.. soooo great=) tx mum for all the preparation. Well, tis morning went to eat "dim sum" wif my family at...chinatown area.... ate until very full, so decided not to hav lunch..but STEAMBOAT!! instead... yeah~yea! mum agree wo.... fireworkz* hee.. xie xie ni.. so at 3plux we went over to vivo city ...to buy the ingredients for the dinner later on... walked in to GIANT hyper-market... wah seh~ lotta of ppl ar... was very crowded..hmm.. haiz ok bah!.. we shopped for almost 2hrs.. so after tat.. we returned home st. which jus spent me 5mins nia... hahahhaa!!.. tat's FAST dao~ ahhh... VIVO is jus oppz and quite convenient lehh... LOLX.. oh ya.. till now, i hav not spend time to jalan ther, haiz... no time man~ mayb durin holz i'll go ther more often to see C... hee* ... 1 DEC'06 will b the GRAND OPENING.. on tat dae.. 100% CONFIRM...many ppl will b ther and of'cos will b a very heavy traffic jam siaz.. no carpark somemore..soOo dot liao..ahh..no worries, carpark sure hav.. but will b a first come, first serve.. ..Get to understand betta on HS1034..yep..keep goin^ aniwae thx YANTING!!..she taught me one of the part on epiglottis and esophagus....etc... hmm.. i not sure .. i will ask u again... HAHAHAA...mayb more on tat.. =) Tml.. got "tah- dong".. hmmm... i'm used to everything ther liao.. to me, if i hav a choice...wanna jus heck care those dotz' thingy siaz..and concentrate on my instrument.."BA" more impt..but den academic come FIRST afterall.. agree?!..
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
原来"他们"一直都在保留着我的快乐...
Thursday, October 19, 2006
勇气?? 只不过那么一点了...
Got 2 breaks in between.. so ya.. went to E-PLAZA wif yuchen and huda...we went to watch video ..title;"Stage of Labour"... saw how actually the baby cum out frm the mommy 's stomach.. pain ah... when using their whole strength to push out the baby...真的好敬佩那些做妈妈的...好棒喔~ hmm...wanna save $$$ money bah... 'cos during the holz i lyke spent alot.. so my frenz ard seldom see me ma-kan in sch..well.well, go home.. 享受妈妈cook的菜...oiishi neh~
sometimes 很不想跟_______说话!! 她SUPER喜欢把以前的事, 搬出来讲...很欠打啦!!!..when she toks.. often 话中有话的...
AH,..my attachment 的事..my frenz all knoe le..(not entire class lah...lyke tat 那的了!!).. everytimes i saw.. i dunno wht to tok liao.. 'cos 她让我想起..my favourite bread kana eaten by her...haiz.. the moment i think bk.. is lyke so funny man~
Sch jus started... realised tat >50%的朋友almost变了...就是啊.....和以往很不同啦!.. i also not sure..no comment...but den is jus the feeling bah.. 我是stand在旁观者的角度...才开始发现这样的变化..这样卫冕too fast liao.. but it's jus a kind of behavior, tat's more on personality... can't help de... mayb influence by ppl in social context siaz...LOLX..( i miss socio... but not bad la.. NOW got my psychology!!=)...)... 但现在所learn the module.. is broad dao~... i mostly interested in 人类的心理态度..他们的思考,问题&想法..is really really fun to knoe how their mind wk.. and sometimes ... is so true to noe how's the person is lyke.. haha..
okie.. i hav to do homewk liao.. hehehe... tata*
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
HMMM...
After class, liling and yanting acc me to south canteen to eat... and we were lyke chatting...tokin..and jokin ard siaz.. so fun man~ wOow...LOLX.. ohya! den meanwhile rite.. i received msg frm aishah.. she discharged liao..i'm so happy for her...but den she wun b wif us in sch for 2 wks...need to rest at home.. so gal!! hav to take gd care ar...get well soon bahh..smile* =)
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Aishah!!!... u'll b ALRIGHT =)
FIRST dae of sKoOl..
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Sch starts tml !!!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
WEDDING dinner @ Swissotel Merchant Court...










went to take photo wif my cousin... soOoO 巧!!! Adam 的头突然出现...(-_-!!!) diao~ dot dot dot.. but nvm lah... quite funny one... aniwae...nice larr... haha.. thx ziyang!.. 他的作品... 还真"ARTz" lol... arigatou*
The WEDDING !!! 14 Oct...(morning)




The wedding tea started... children lyke us horr...hehe... when we served the bride and groom de' tea.. WE GOT "HONG BAO" to take lehh.. so great siaz..
Friday, October 13, 2006
GUIDES' COOKIES....!!! finally wif ME neh~




HAHAHA!!! afternoon... went out wif pei ci & had lunch together siaz.. SAME!!.. "TOM YAM BAN MIAN".. i told the auntie to add vege...but she 4got.. biang a... 没有菜我吃起来weird weird de... so she 很好心咯~..gave me some kang kong lehh... hehehe.. arigatou*.. we were toking and chatting..LOLX.. 很久没看她..she looked lyke beri崩溃... quite diff frm las time.. think 大学DAMN BUZI.. lotta of thingys to do.. no time to rest.. but hor.. u hav to endure it.. don fall sick leh... very 痛苦的..me now in tis state liao..但是很快会好的啦...放心..哈哈=)
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Headache....but the overall outing was GREAT !!!


Later frm great world... liling and me decided to take back the shuttle bus to chinatown...she wanna buy shoes...i think i also leh...and meanwhile... she enjoyed takin photo wif maine's heart candy.. CAREFUL HOR!!!... later 破掉...我不知道了...hav to pay her bk the same one.. hee* she's pro sia... 1 lollipop... 可以拍到那么多pattern....keke*

Went down for training...to practice my "跳"...HAIZ....为什么还是不顺啊??...soOo sad siaz.. decided not to keep repeating the "jump" so i mixed ard wif it lar...sian nah.. was being ctrl...kept repeating again and again for an hr... izzit that so??.. 那就......i'm speechless*.. i wan to hav freedom sometimes to do the things i lyke.. if die die do one thing.. i'll 马上挂掉!!!!... 我觉得...让我在不同的学习中成长...接触更近的东西...吸收能力才会曾加咯~ 但无所为...如果是这样..就这样...反正"BA"..是我现在唯一想spend more time to focus on 1...
Ended at 1.45pm.. pai seh ar... made liling wait for me outside sch mac for dunno how many mins..( din't go and count so exact man~ ) i was havin a bit of headache... 但我不想看到她失望的样子...所以...还好啦!!...we took train to city link.. and maine was also wif us afterall... LONG TIME NO SEE !!!.. she rebonded her hair liao.. liling also got her hair cut ... not bad ar... hahha... liling was lookin for her new shoes... but dunnoe how cum turned to look for germaine "bacon bone"... 'cos her mum is goin to cook tis for curry bah... sOo we took the shuttle bus down to great world... and at last... she was able to find it.. and bought the las 2 lorr... SEE!...SHE LOOKED SO 满足的样子...哈哈哈!
SICK!!! ... ( on recovering...)

这几天, 都有些不舒服的... 我病了!!!..HAI... 现在..还在康复中咯~
On tue... went bk to sch...'COS I MISS SCHOOL 吗?!! LOL...好假!.. but realli la.. sort of missing my sch comp lehh.. so i went to E-PLAZA.. check mails... updating info...etc... at home i tried not to use it..'cos my sis is preparing for O lvl.. comin soon liao.. and also my laptop ar.. cant detect outside wireless... the "person" off it bah.. i think soooOo.. so 怪!!..but now i usin others wireless connection ar.. not bad rite.. hee* stayin at E-plaza... for 7 hrs throughout..kao!!.. COLD~~ zZz.. saw my L.D senior...also frm nursing de... we were tokin and chatting..haha.. after tat.. i left...goin bk hm for dinner.. and den rest... heachache...the moment i bend down.. 感觉我的脑在冲血...好晕.. 好像要说kiss goodbye....hahhaa.. Wed... ytdae bah.. morning went out wif fren.. ( 有些事..因为烦恼...所以选择不说...但不是逃避..)... =(.. don ask le... onli mum knoes well... hehe.. i siam....avoidin..etc..but no use .. so las.. went slightly late for meetin..but luckily.. havn't start yet.. 3.15pm the meetin starts... and las for 3 hrs siaz... prob..im cold inside.. hungry liao lo... so after tat.. i rushed to north canteen and eat my "YONG TOU FOU "..too bad.. my FAVE " kang kong " no more liao.. sob*
As usual..6pm.. training starts.. i'm excuse.. 'cos i sick.. so no need to wear full attire.. yea~ hahaha.. coach was not wif us.. so we had our own physical training... and practice... I LEARNT NEW THINGS!!!... arigatou*... later goin back to sch.. and practice AGAIN.. my rollin and "BA".. my 师姐...acc me later on.. ohya.. S2 bks are out le!!!..but not all.. mayb i'll gettin them all on mondae.. ??!!..see how la.. fridae not comin bk to sch... meetin michelle... my part-time wk fren.. so fast liao.. Ur in uni le.. JIA YOU!!!.. me too.. ytdae nite..was fun ar... got caiyun, demin, cecilia, max and si xing... we're lyke tokin and chattin.. throughout.. i was so lame siaz.. sixing 从开心到哭...as in she laughed too much liao... LOLX...3 nurses were in the conversation.. sharin our exp during attachm...in IMH... hahaa... i also wan to go ther lehh... I MEAN TO HELP AND SERVE !!! NOT TO B A PATIENT THER LAH!!! keke.. tx mum... she came to AMK and fetched me... xie xie =)... ok gtg sch le... tata*
Monday, October 09, 2006
I miss 掉!!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
The WEDDING nitez...

这几天,my cca 出现了难搞的状况.在烦恼中, 我思考过...问题的引起.... 望着外头,...想着要用面对, 来解决...也许, 是种考验.如果,我坚持心里的想法..这样,能会过的开心一些吗???一转眼,假期快结束了.. 我差不多要开课了...很期待,在第一时间, 能和朋友们相聚..哈哈哈(^^)OHYA!! the photo..我自己拍的. ..looked very 自恋seh... 很够pattern hor..haha

JENNY & MARCUS' de WEDDING
祝福你们幸福..美满..快乐.. !!!


Chinese traditional... haha.. 传统啦!!! cheerz... " yam seng "... kekeke..

I managed to ZoOm it to the max siaz... the groom and the bride.. 很高贵呀!

GAMING!! hmm.. a quite common play.. as the bride has to turn ard and throw the bouquet frm the back to the ladies (single)behind.. and see who is the lucky one..manage to catch it.. an sooo.. 她是将一个快结婚的咯..



OISHII neh!!... delicious... the 9 dishes r beri tasty.. enjoy it man~ but tell u ar.. i'm still hungry after eatin all tat... as the food r jus nice for 10 ppl ard.. and LIMITED...!! bo bian.. i went home eat MOONCAKE..'cum biscuits... haiz.. den tis morning.. i realised i gettin sore-throat.. 好难受啊!! hope my voice will b back by tonite..'cos im goin to K BOX tml wif yuchen and shuying... plz.. 老天!!.. 我还没play enough.. hehe.. hmm..soon.. i goin to prepare myself for the new term afterall.. KAMBATEH!!
Friday, October 06, 2006
'cos of de' HAZEz ar...but den i'm still (^_^)
Thursday, October 05, 2006
LION DANCE meetin...
Sometimes.. i damn hate "him"... the wae he tok hor.. very indirectly.. but u knoe who he's tokin to.. see his pattern and tat kind of face can liao... nth further more to sae.. i jus went out of the rm, he came SUPER LATE..and was 太夸张啦!!...&%@#!!! WAT THE ??!! Aniwae... tat's not the pt.. so jus 4get abt it.. oh.. sorri ah... caiyun...cant pei u tis sat... evening at cheng san.. i got to attend my cousin's weddin..but nvm.. we'll b meetin in the early afternoon rite..so no prob.. la.. seeya.. u take care hor.. *hahaha...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
FUN of playin wif B'BALL

I was here wif hui zhen ytdae...played bball lorr..we saw no one in the court, so we went to occupy.. den when i went to the bendin machine, i realised ther written...onli members wif pass r allow..OMG!!.. so after tat, we ran out the place siaz..funny man~ but okie lor.. at least we spent 1/2 hr ther.. and was fun lahh!!... i GOAL lotta of time... and hui zhen..haha...by luck one lehh...keke*


AISEH~ tis gal ar.. super rich lorr.. tis portable DVD machine..she also got..WIN LIAO!!.. somemore Amoi de' brand...KAO!.. and beside.. u knoe wht's tat??..oh...is the JAY latest adlum siaz.. she ar... hai.. gd at savin money..and anihow spent afterall.. diao~ wht's she wan?.. aiyah..

SOME MORE??!! u see~ tis casio brand TV.." so called " ar..she also got lorr.. OMG!!.. 'cos she wanna watched the ch8..but i wan to watch xiao zhu's entertainm show..so she.. lend me tis "TV" ..hahhaha.. the reception was quite blur ..but alrite la.. i managed to see color.. hee..

wahhahaha, tis 1 also hav... pro siaz.. 80s thingyz still exist in tis world..lolx.. tat's her grandma de' collection...'cos las time.. used for her stall..now onli for decoration.. if not for memories..hehehe...