尽力而为吧!

喲! 真快...不久后, exams 就要到了...大家要多多加油喔~ ..

GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST!　

必胜!!!!!

为何..生命是如此的残酷呢?

"她" 的离开...的确让我很意外... 她所经过的危机, 到如今还是得面对死亡... 真的好伤心, 有种被吓到的感觉...不知该怎么说才好啊~... 她拍过多种的偶像剧戏, 都是常常年轻人所喜爱的角色人物...但是, 到最后的离去... 我只感到有些的可惜...因为她是个多才华的女明星...年轻的她..就这样结束了自己的性命..故事后来的结尾, 只留下心中的痛和悲伤...虽然始终是放不下...但是结局到了最后, ...还是要添上一个句号来解开着答案.

OH MAN!... sixing 快要graduate 了..den left 我了咯~..."ALONE"... * 记得哦, 有空.要来找找我...& caiyun ar..you too... ok?..hhahaa..　

EXAMS...快到了...算来算去...我还left 2 wks more ... den interval (CNY) & bk to continue the exams paper.. 好STRESS 啊~..

so nicely set up...YEA!

这里是...PCK 拍摄的地方... here's the full dres rehearsal bahx... that evening, i saw fiona xie...wahh she's beautiful sia.. michelle chong...andrew de cruz..etc...they all came in for the PCK PRIVATE LIMITED... LAST ESPISODE (THE FINALE).. WAHH...tis entertainment show.. alreadi for 12 yrs le... tat's long... since 1995 man...

CATCH UP WIF US ON 11/2/07 CH5 8PM

Phua Chu Kang ....de' FINALE SERIES

WE ARE ON TV

偶像...帮我签名!!!..哈哈哈...本人看, 他们对我们大家..都很NICE~ ESPECIALLY Pierre png..HEE* 帅!.. he put abit make-up but den is common to everyone ther sia...近看, "ROSIE"... 瘦了哦~　she's MARIA FRANCES 的代言人...hOOOoo

Den tat 死 NELSON!!..LOLX...my lion dance troupe de... 说我肥!!靠!!!...真的是气死我了啦~ 有吗?... 有吗?.. ARGH*.. bleah~ (-_-!!!) dot diao~

他累了...actually there're alot to tok in tis pics.. but 还是不要自我猜测了... . 其实他们的心中早就有了答案..

哇!!!..开始录影了!!...紧张咯~...看, 大家都在STANDBY MODE!..ahhhha...

谢谢你们的支持...今天, 我是满开心的...因为有joann,mai and all her 好友, 前来为我加油...打气..哈哈...i specially wanna to thank Huda... 'cos rite, after sch... thoughout 她就一直跟随我...就想是"我的保母"...LOL... my 经纪人....hee*.. arigatou neh~ after tat, 我们就一起回家咯~... hmm... tml got to go sch early.. our troupe goin down to mediacorp sia.. 为他们的娱乐节目做preparation.. 嗯... .. 会是很FUN 的吗?... ahhh.... i don wan keep NG...CUT CUT CUT... .RETAKE 哦....咳咳咳... hav to go ther in the morning for rehearsal and evening den... 正式开拍...wow~ 请近期待....hOoOOo

NYP OPEN HOUSE 2007

Wahh...time past, 一转眼..是我为next yr the newbiez 表演. 哈哈..刚才, 说真的...有点nervous de...but 还好..有朋友下来support... tx you!!! yuchen, cherrie, suying, germaine and liling..来捧场..哇!! 好感动哦~ gd lor... huda, mai and joann never come lorr... lolx..算了吧~ 哈哈..jk =) tml also 要.. very rush lehh.. but i try to come st after lecture.. which end at 12.50.. and the performance starts at 1pm.. oh 天~ hav to change fast fast....hehe..

OH!!! exams coming...要动到了~.. 加油喔! 恩... 神啊~ 请给我力量...HAHAHA...变身!!!! (-_-!!) entertain me sia... 卡通watch太多... mind abit sah lah...lolx.. but aniwae.. 会尽力的... 就让这一切..好好的度过...顺其自然吧~ YEAH*

好久..没和妈妈在一起吃饭了.. 今天, 在短短的1/2 个钟...我们是一起过的...虽然时间过的很匆忙...但我有感受到...那种发出内心的快乐...谢谢你; 妈咪! 我爱你~

前晚。。。our gp stayed in library till beri late.. chiong(-ing) our bio pw..haha..

Ytdae morning, we meet 7.30 am.. to rehear our ICA.. see yan na!!.. she's realli pro sia.. 真是佩服.. she can actually link the diff parts of the heart and relate to it's function... gd job(^_^)

Ever since... 好久没有blog liao... BUSY sia, jus finished my 2 icas ytdae and todae...everything hav to rush到~ tiring man.. oh my ??! but aniwae... now finally 都过了，可以开始study for exams le.. hmm... 3 wks more to go wo.. 考试的第一天。。。是Valentine dae..haha... 我是无所谓的。。但是mostof my frenz 就can't 好好地enjoy咯~ 哈哈。。。ahh my own "feeling" ar..如果彼此相爱，每一天在一起过的时间是开心，快乐的。。那就很幸福了哦！
Now in sch...waiting for time to 过， later gt training at 6pm. WAH SEH!.. going home late again..lolx..but 还ok! 'cos dad and mum 了解。。。so if they alrite..then我也ok!..aiya, why sia?.. i'm sick lor... 好难受。。心苦。。。了啊~真是悲到可怜咯~ i don wan to see doc, 'cos $$ex & somemore still hav to eat 一大堆的药。。hai..eat too much, 智商will turn low de... haha... no lar..jk, i'll keep monitorin, if realli i cant ta-han..i'll go c 1..
YA! 对了~if i don sae... u guys 不可能会知道的。但又不想let frenz to get worry..看还是不说了啦！因为。。。那个痛，是无法describe...Wat i can was, so far 还好。。onli can hav soft diet or feeds ..lolx... those hard food 就暂时keep first..等到我好了。。。再eat..still来得及。。。hmm.. i not sure when the next appt, but hopefully tis or next wk i think.. dun wan to delay toOoO long.. if not during new yr, alot of food 要avoid lehh..hee*

AH PEH 啊~ .. .. 哈哈..你应该是出院了吧?.. 要好好的活下去, 一定要照顾自己的身体..要健康喔!.. we will miss you de.. 你呢?, 不要忘了我们, K?.. tx for being wif us for 3 wks.. 满开心的事, 因为你出院的那天...也是我们的最后一天... 可是...大家满担心你的... 'cos once ur discharged.. 你会过的怎样.. where will u b goin?.. 你会有地方住吗?.. 下来的日子, 你会快乐吗..?.. promise us, u will..

神啊, 请给他多一点时间... 因为, 他想找回她的亲人... 也就是他的妻子, 但不知她去和缝...希望你能让他们再相遇... 让他们重逢...

他很想和普通人一样, 能过很简单的生活, 只要3 餐吃的饱...一切都无所谓... 但因为他行动不便, 所以.. .. 医院安排他到一个能照顾他的地方....... ...

最后的一天 @ ward 47

OH MY 天!!! ~ finally THE LAST DAY! but still 还没有结束啊~1 more clinical attachment after exams.. ( for 3 wks )..ahhHh.. will be in the same hosp but diff ward..haha... hopefully will b fun la.. During these wk.. the 8 of us were in the same ward.. but the followin one .. will b 不同了。。 aiyo.. i'll def miss the times we spent durin the same shift. 不知和否还会有机会呢？。。 很开心今天是LAST DAY..但也很舍不得。。和my patients 相处的days.. 希望你们会早日recover.. okie? hee*

要好好take care... thx to all the SN &ＥＮ．．　you guys are great! i'll miss ya.. sayo*

HURT

Todae ...was realli not my dae ar.. 一切就是那么的复杂啦!.. tis afternoon.. 我到ward 不久后..my team.. the patient's conditon was very serious la.. the doc and nurses 都在抢救他...a while later..就离开了.. 他走了...hai... tat's wht "LIFE" called... 生老病死... .. 这些都是人生要走的一段路. 尽管是年轻还是老人... 一旦时间一到..." 这时候才发现.. 原本是重要的..已经是不再重要了"... the moment i saw the bed was pushed out.. 我望着他被盖着走.. 再见了~
他的家人很伤心, 难过... 在哭中, 他们的伤口很痛.. 让他们喘不过来... 悲剧是苦... 我能了解...

嗨! 好开心哦~ 昨天was my dad's birthdae.. well, i didn't get to celebrate wif him. 'cos i was in afternoon shift.. by the time i reached hm, it was alreadi 10pluz le.. and he gt to wk tml, but b'cos i told him that i got sth for him.. haha.. he waited for me to cum bk ar... hee* 我一直在think wat to buy for him.. he don wan cake ( 他说..因为人老了, digest有点不良)... shirt? (las yr 送过了) ..嗯.. ..so tis time i bought him sth diff la.. went to fairprice wif shuying and huda after our wk, wahh.. ther was very crowded lor.. everyone 提早buy CNY goodies siaz..LOLX.. I DECIDED to buy him those food he lyke de.. and pack it nicely...哇seh!!.. all D.I.Y.. ( don believe.. u ask them lah?!?!哈哈哈) bought the nescafe latte kopi (6 cans).. but cant put all in the basket, soOo I treated them to drink ar..but huda don wan lehh...she SHY!!!.. funny~ 瞎!

This wk onwards, i'll b in diff team le.. ahyo.. miss some of my pts in the previous team.. was busyin doing admission, clinical chart, hrly para...changing diapers etc... time past realli fast.. i looked at my time.. was 8.30pm liao.. ahaha.. a pt goin to B1 for x-rays...so huda and i helped the SN to push the trolley down ar.. den when we came up... abit blur lor..dunno left or right lyke tat.. no sense of direction ( i mean sometimes!!) very new to us wah.. The call bell rang... patient jus had an eye op..so not sure his direction..i told him "THE TIME" ( clock-direction ).. 说真的..还管用咯~ learnt frm the drama...was tokin to the pt in hokkien and mix abitz of chinese la.. den the bed at the other side.. kept lookin and laughed.. lyke very shocked lor.. ( 'cos they thought i malay lah!!!) BIANG!!!.. 又来!!!.. 为什么gt people 误会的!!!... i'm 100% pure 华人啦!! ( may look lyke mix ..but im not k...lolx) " ARE YOU MIX?? " " chinese mix malay?" " indonesia mix malay/ chinese??" .. the more they mix.. 我越blur...3 words for them ; tat's "想太多" (-_-!!!) diao~ dot sia.. b4 i signed out.. i went to my previous patient.. den hahaha.. he saw mi and st awae said " 你跑去那里?"..hehe.. so i told him.. tis wk i will b at other team... and he understands la.. 有空.. i'll walk walk, see see la.. =)

Todae and tml shuying will not b at cgh... gt to go HPB..todae her first dae la.. 回来要tell me..how's ther horr??.. fun ma..most imptly! yea..ENJOY~ hmm.. me, aishah and esther will b goin on the same time.. durin the next attachm.. wahh!! was also 3 wks sia.. but i think ok la.. cos year 3 willl b 3mths to 1/2 yr sia.. hoOOoO..oh!.. exams comin soon.. less than 1 mth to go i think.. HAA! 要加油了! ..

ONE more week to go... ..

忙了半天..我们都累了!..换好衣服..准备回家了啦.. ytdae nite, the time pass realli slow sia.. the whole dae outside was raining sia.. feelin abit unwell, think i was abit cold ar.. but aniwae i'm fine la.. 要submit the case study on mon.. KAO~ the C.I.. 真的要把我们累死！！！lotta of thingys hav to complete man... 当一踏进这个事业时。。 这些study work alreadi not that impt.. most of it will b more on the practical stuffs..

　权力、金钱、地位... 人生告诉你这些是最重要的, 像是一座巨塔，将每个人都封锁在里面... 诱你一直往上爬，谁也走不出去. 除非，你够勇敢. 摆脱人生所告诉你的这一切，能够真的明白... 人生，其实只是一场骗局; 到了最后，你就会知道... 原来最重要的，都不重要了...

( 白色巨塔。。。THE HOSPITAL）

Tis afternoon was alrite lar.. onli thing was..the CI hor... haiz...speechless* "Lifting technique"?? wat she wans man~?.. & nearly make my dae 不好过..她的一句话.. make me soOoO demoralise 到~ but aniwae.. it's ok.. not jus onli me..others of my frenz all 中标!!! WAH SEH!!有够力的?! lotta of pts discharged todae..and also quite a few on admission liao.. 2 cases under police investigation... pts bk frm OP and ya..gt 1 or 2 going tml also la.. haha. My team there gt tis pt SUPER 麻烦!! realli ar.. .. and also gt one elderly ppl, he got poor app...lotta of food he don wanna eat...jus wan to hav 豆花..but hospital cant provide him la.. soOo kind of me..went to buy him his fave fd la.. and he kept sayin thank you...(in hokkien) " 很不好意思, 啊哟! 我身上没有$还你leh".. a bowl of "dou hua" ..i still can afford.. as long as he is able to hav the app to eat..i'm glad..他能用食.. and finally.. he almost finished it all.. ate more den half a bowl.. yah is gd..better liao..i told hime cannot everytime..hav to try to eat... he understand.. ( in hokkien ) " 医院的食物没有味道的..".. hmm.. well, not realli.. depend la.. ;cos he mostly on soft diet.. lyke those porridge, vege... no rice or meat..soOo he felt everything so tasteless la.. T1 got 1 male pt.. he's so cute..get to noe him well tis evening.. and cld realli communicate..jokin and lamin..lolx.. but sad to noe..he goin to discharge and goin to old folk home tml mornin.. aiyo~ y lyke tat..?! SOB CASE.. 'cos he no keens n frenz..so to jus leave... whenever i went to his 病床.. i'll joke wif him.. and he laughed ...hahaha... " 哇! 啊~ 又是你!!" 哈哈... perhapz.. 我说的这句话...是留给他最深刻的一句.. b4 i left .. i went to find him..n sae bye bye.. " uncle, 我要回家了.. 下班了.. 走了bye bye=) "... he (^_^) & wave to mi...soOo TOUCHED!

哟！我正在school 喔, finding info tat relate to my case study ar.. 哇！！well, i think as dae goes by, 学习的东西也开始increase le ... haha.. 不错吗？。。hee* tml will b my afternoon shift liao..can rest more..lolx.. i was wif tuodi and maoxue. Both of them goin bk home..soOo took the same train la.. 1/2 wae through, i was tellin tuodi tat "Nursing 很fun!! 这个path ..可能以后会是我的路。。但NOW不是。。。哈哈哈。。因为我还有一些未完成的心愿还没做啊~ 很想实现它=）hopefully 真地会有那么一天咯！" after tellin her, she told me "哇！刚好相反，几年后我会是nurse，但将来不是！".. OMG!!.. gal~ lol.. mayb after her 6-7 yrs here, she mayb goin bk..as the hospital facilites wk differently here and china..esp the drug names bahx.. but aniwae is gd to gain more knowledge and exp.. so yah..keep on going den.. 加油！。。你我都一样。。。 keke (^_^)

Attachment!!!...still got 2 more wks to go but during my days ther, i hav to do pw 'cum asst ar... somemore is on individual wk seh...the CI.. scare me man..haha, lotta of thingys to do~ & den sch starts on the 22/1... ahhh, hav ard 1 mth to go b4 exams sia... STRESS 来了!!!..OMG~ 我的"灰灵" (a.k.a feelings) 有点怪怪的...HMM...我看是因为度过CNY后, 还要continue to 考咯...累啊!! 新年还要study.. den quite difficult for me lei..to enjoy..lolx.. aniwae.. 我已经习惯了. 打从在几年前, 很可望快快回家...在我的father's side ther.. 相处有80% 的问题...n 还在累计啦...那里虽然热闹...但快乐不属于我的..而我在这时候, 会自我离开人群中, 走向空洞的房里边(my granny's rm).. 躺在地上...闭着眼睛...盼望时间过, 然后在一瞬间..我睡了....

好羡慕喔~.. 在生日派对里, yanting invited lota of pplz... the atmosphere was very great and crowded la.. at 9pm plus.. every1 gathered and sang her birthdae song.. FINALLY SHE IS 18 liao... hOoOo... 1 yr older le.. 哈哈..希望你的智商变高!!...好冷咯~~... 瞎!!!!

Well, 忘了多久,..自己有个那么大的PARTY...嗯...嗯...think when i was young.. 10yrs plus b4 ar...NOW rite.. me, myself also quite 回味...hope there will b one dae soOoOo... perhapz bahx. Hmm.. knew tat she abit disppointed la.. 'cos onli 3 of her poly frenz (coursemates) came..me, grace and cherrie (wif her ai ai)..不要难过... 她们也许都有事..才必不得意的...就放过她们吧!!! LOL.. sae until lyke u gotta kill them sia...haha..aniwae, hope u lyke the present we gave u lar.. the "FILA" tee.. .你会喜欢吗??.. 可以wear lar ..hor?!.. ur not that obese i think...funny sia.. BOO...

This afternoon, went vivo wif dad.. and he went to show me the "CRAZY HOURS WATCH" put outside the window display. HAA!!.. DAMN EX!!!... the colorful one cost $300 plus and the other one... cost nearly $39ooo.. WAH SEH! 靠!!! 贵到~ ... can see the diff between tis kind and the original one we hav... ??.. well, jus look at the no. it realli anihow jump..but when eg. it's 4pm... it will point to the time lehh...soOoO COOL!!

那年...2006, 我们拍le.. 唯一的合照...有我, leewah, mingchu, 彩云, sixing & 慈航..<--( 哇!! 我好喜欢她的名字, 很special... also veri unique siaz..haha)

WOW~ 我在L.D 有10 个月了...学了不少东西啊! This yr feb got comp...organize by NTU.. hopefully they're ready to go on further bahx..JIA YOU!!!

跨年的第一个ENTRY !!! WOW~ 2007

Todae is my 2nd clinical posting at CGH...haha... kindz of diff ward la... tis time.. i'm together wif all my mates...woOhoo!! the 8 of us man...hee*.. wk in the male ward..是有些不习惯...但是一想到人类都是平等的...i accepted it =).. got lotta of things to exp ther.. lyke doing wound dressing....suture, drainage and staple...all got la... preparing pt frm pre/op care procedure...etc.. experience 要慢慢累计...而书是永远study不完的...all we need is time..endurance and of'cos determination..

nurse clinician: can i noe how many of u are bonded?
( 场面很silence...没有人answer ...soOo cold!!!)
nurse clinician: so anyone bonded...show me the no. of hands?
( 16 of us... 你看我, 我看你...SHY 到~)
t.d : i...i i.. bonded wif cgh..here
m.x : me..ar... kk hosp
another gal... a.k.a D.D: erm.. me too

** 以下的名字...are kept under P.C ** .... continue the conversation...

nurse clinican: wah..so many not bonded ah??!... I THINK IS REALLY THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT UR FUTURE!! ...
(靠!! majority of us.. 了A!!!...) speechless* 马上挂掉!!!...WAH SEH! 真的被她打败了...SHUA~

也许...我了解她为大家的好.. .
因为还年轻, 路还很遥远..人生中, 有许多梦想...还未完成...而我.. 是这样...很想.. 让梦想实现... 就算是无法了成...但也不会REGRET自己当初的选出的决定...

我有想过..真的有..问自己...将来的路我该怎么走...well i'll keep it to myself first bahx.. 等到有一天.. ... perhapz (^_^)

现在的COURSE..很不错...我喜欢...很满意...!!! 希望..to be happy.. in tis 美丽. 人生