Oh.. finally 有一点时间来update!.. sorri ar..."dai' ga".. hahax..久等咯~

28may, wed.. after tut, me fad liling mai joann & shak.. went down together to HPB ..

was realli tired, 我的脸已经看到很清楚..是累的咯...

fad n me.. 自拍好几张photo.. while waiting for the rest o...

liling fad n cien

cheese!!(=

the moment we stepped into HPB library.. we started to get beri busy liao..
EVERYTHING.都搬出来了!!.. 个自找自己的resource...
the table 是乱到... 哈哈~

开始gathered all info together le...

头痛啊!!!.. .

有时候.. . 真的很不甘愿!..
大家在这里开始忙... 但有些 (@某个scene),.. 只会等结果!
还跟我"K.P" 说STRESS..TMD!
虽然是朋友.. 但相处才不过2年多, 就发现你是这样....如此的可悲
借口和原因就一大堆... 恨死了!!
KAO!拜托.. .
.........

so after we left the health promotion board, me and liling walked to chinatown complex to have our dinner.. .. den headed down to sch for training .

was realli lei ar... 但我还是要发泄!!! ..
被周围的事困扰着... 令我很烦!

training ended ard 9pm. 再加上alan "lon-bang" me liling and enghua 回家.. 这是我那么久以来.. B4 10PM到家哦!

可是...throughout the journey.. 我是冒着生命的危险reached home de.. 'cos alan 架车很FAST, 又没有开signals... wa lao~~ 不行啊!! SOMEMORE 还是晚上..
along the wae...真的是笑死我了!.. we passengers kept complaining.. n the enghua who sitted beside him, like instructor sia.. 讲他那个这个不对..
奇怪的事.. 他的driving.. 1 time 就PASSED 了!.. BUT to us lyke beri "buay' zai".. super scary n can realli heart attack anytime de .. .
me n liling were behind.. i was telling alan.. "架慢一点hor.. 我没有buy insurance.." & he somemore 很稳定的叫我们..."AI' ZAI".. 啊~~~
他连续可以跟你说几百次的"哎仔" 的reason... wa...赢了!!

差不多要到我家的时候.. 经过"光明山".. &这个alan nearly turned into "THE GARDEN"..
OH天!!.hai...
i told him;"LOL! 我几时跟你讲我住在garden 里面? HA HA .. 我的家building 没有那么美.. ".. dot..n you knoe what he said.. " HUH?...den 你家很"LOCK' COK" meh?.. "
哇SEH!!!...i totally gone siao liao..
aniwae... 我始终还是很安全的到家的门口..
谢谢你了, alan; a' lu- mi-ni-er.. .haa..

thur after class, had a meeting @ library wif committee ppl..
started to draw out the layout of my exhibiton..
我一直都在visualizing.. hahahax..

mai wanted it fast at first.. n i was 1/2 lost liao..
cos there's no asst n st awae planning... hahahhahax..
well aniwae, i did roughly show her the outline la.. as wht i wan for the exhib..
colour wise.. i not so pro at it.. so i told mai, i've to go bk think for the color thingy..

she's very understanding ... n after i left the library.. i met marz @ the atrium ..
osh! she waited for me for abt 45mins.. ahhhh!!! im soooo sorry. haha.. lucky to hav these friends ard, she's another very understandin 1.. xie xie ni!!!

她很美吧!
tx gal!..

OH MAN!!
todae the last lecture我没有去上咯~
gt sth urgent.. meeting the school debuty principal. ..discuss on how we students 那里需要make changes de...n he also asked we all la...do you think nyp is a cool place???..

er...well....hmmmm.... ..
here's the part.. 有话就SHOOT!..
我们好几个frm diff cca de... 开始request.. opinions.. . suggestion.. 通通都有啦!
we mentioned lotta of thingys..lyke open a starbuck in sch, banquet style.. long john, kfc, pizza hut. .. vending machines @ block f... eg. food vending like.. sandwiches, spag, hotdog bread.. ..lolx.. bigger clubrm for some cca.. lyke guitar club...FB, ballrm dance.. dance company.. n more.. change the out-look of NYP building.. more brighter color den currently we've now.... more bazaar stores in sch... n those cool cool kind... like S&K, 77ST.. etc... mention abt sch along block f to the sporthall.. hp reception not realli gd... n at times the wireless is soooo weak.. n nearly freaked-out sia!

wow... frm 4.30pm till 6.05pm... we jus keep talking non-stop... those cca lyke S.U, A TEAM, DEBATE... NYAA... & of cos ME TOO!!!..

'cos they were talkin super damn fast.. n 乱in a way.. 我要slowly absorbed lo.. .n also actually i wanted to mention abt the "spotlight"..but tis debuty person.. was rushing... so must well.. not to sae... as he might not note it down.. so i decided.. after the discussion talk.. i 6.15pm.. rushed to SHS E-PLAZA..login the sch email... n IMMEDIATELY..sent him a email over.. subject title : "requesting for spotlight during training ".. i noe it's sound a bit funny de.. but to me the title is not the main thing... inside the mail.. i stated down the reasons.. why we training need to hav tis n that... hopefully he will note it down,.. 用心的把我们放在眼里.. 哈哈...

btw.. b4 the discussion wif the debuty principal... me, n 2 more guys frm mind sport n guitar club, we've a nice n funny chit-chat wif lina.. lol... oh man!! she's driving me crazy... lotta of laughter n fun jokes ard sia...n rene, who's jus beside us.. also try to ctrl her laughter wo... hahahaha... i can see oOoO...hee*

sometimes, i feel realli so pai seh sia.. 'cos normally 都是rene 叫我...&我才notice 到她.. todae也是一样... 抱歉!!!..mayb she没怎么觉得. .. 但我的心是这样想的... SORRRYYY!!.. promise... 下次如果我先看见你.. i'll def call you de.... RENE!!!!.. 哈哈哈.. .take care k :)

属于自己的一双鞋子..

今天换上了jean.. 配了双新鞋...

哇! 不错吗... 哈哈哈..

傍晚和妈妈... 有个很有趣又搞笑的conversation.. 笑到我差点.. 不能呼吸..OMG!!没气到~~ LOL...嗯...

well well, i'm BUZI 的咯~ wed, after sch.. hav to go hpb, thur after sch meetin marissa 不然她很快就要飞走了, 这是很IMPROMPT 的决定咯~ i told u guys rite.. she's coming over to my sch.. &BINGO!! 她决定在MAC等我放课..OMG!!.. fri.. haha.. meetin cherrie @cityhall .. 有急事需要她的help.. oooo...很谢谢你那么爽快的答应我的请求哦!.. 真够FRIEND喔* tx tx..
WOW~~这过后的连续3天.. 我是超期待的.. 忙起来的感觉很快乐!.. very exciting.. osh! 我是疯了对吗?.. BUT 真的啦~

coming thur morning.. my subgp is havin ica presentation on retinal detachment.. den wk8..b4 de 2wks sch break.. will b presenting on the golden yrs sia.. oh!!!.大家要多多加油哦!!! ....拜拜~

stella 的第七天...

我隐瞒着家人的原因.. .. . 但始终还是说出口.. . 谢谢家人的谅解..*

早上, 约好5位中学朋友到TBP...然后, 再乘达stella's 亲戚的TAXI车, 到Chua Chu Kang Columbarium 去纪拜她. on the way的途中.. 我的心情好沉重.. .. 在刹那间, 也想起很多事... . 让我深深的体会..生命是如此的可贵.. . 今天不知明天事... 下一秒会发生什么事.. 这也可说是天的安排.. 改变不了的命运.. ..

我第一次... 经历过朋友的离去.. . 安祥的告别.. .
she's only 19.. 意外中, 比我们任何一个.. 早走一步.. . 离开了人间.. .

在"安乐".. . 我们都为她上了香..........祈祷...
要给她烧的"钱"..."屋子"... . 还有一包包的袋子...都准备好了. 上面还有大家画上的"圈点." 那是我第一次所看到那么仔细的画面.
那一刻..当火一升起.. .周围的朋友, 家人和亲戚... 都在念着...; "stella...stella...快快来收屋子啊!..."
突然我的感触特别的深.. .. 一闭上双眼... 眼泪变慢慢的滑过我的脸... 我真的无法控制自己的情绪... 我们一离开后,.. . 长辈们叫我们往前走..不要再回头看.. .(心情还是有点不舍得!)

伤心的情感..都已经在那时候呈现出来了.. .

会很挂念着她... 今天大家可以能为她做的..都一一完成了! ..

Stella..希望你在天堂会过的快乐!!

wA sEhx!! I jus finished de' 70% of the lion dance proposal @ 4am... lolx.. hahahax
stil' left a bitz more to go .. . jia you!! hopefully i will b able to hand in b4 time bahx.. yea, right.. the first wk of june.

hmm.. .still gt lyke 2 more icas to go?..mm.. b4 the sch breaks start . haa, the golden yrs 'cum de' retinal detachm.. 啊! we're still in time (: not too bad.. .
oh well, i checked my clinical posting le.. NO MORE AT CGH!! ahhh .. . i'm going to SGH liao..
tis realli surprise me sia.. haha. i told huda abt it, haa.. ther gonna miss out 1 more person @ cg ward.. i'll miss u gals.. . hav been fun & nice to work wif u over the past 2 yrs.. hee*

My coming up clinical postz will be together wif wuxin n mai.. . o'hiyo!! hope to hav a gd time wif u guys man.. kekeke..

alright,.. . morning i went down to queenway s.c.. to survey the prices of those dri-fit tee.. hmm.. i gt 2 shops in mind.. will discuss wif mai on monday den..
aaaaaA.. dunno y also,.. i somehow abit enthu la @ tat moment.. as in.. after i reached home.. immediately i sat down infront of the desktop.. n started to design my class tee.. lolx..
nvm.. i jus do the design, if doesnt wan.. i wun get angry de,..
com'on man~ haha.. i'm not tat petty seh...now iis a kind of diff generation wow~

ard evening.. coach came down together wif his gf sia...到我家楼下.. .
wah.. 是美的咯.. !!! =)
emm.. i quickly gt him filled in the particular n signed the pay form. well well.. finally he's done wif the giro form which need to be submit to SAO asap. osh!还好~还好~

i' gonna K.O soon.. but it's alreadi 5AM 了! 怎样SLEEP?..
哈哈哈哈哈..

我隐瞒了家人一件事.. .. 我真的很抱歉! .. 对不起~ 希望你能够了解^

BAL' ME!

ytdae after training.. ard 10pm.. I SAW THIS!!

wth..

so wasted sia..

*heartpain seh.. .oh gosh!

fri morning.. went bk sch @ 10am..

to hav again.. our combine FYP discussion in the library.

focusing sia...
n im listening too..

hoo.. lotta of laughter n joy while we're in the library la..

Mai was trying to ctrl us.. u c.. haa...

hmm.. while every1 was havin lunch break..

me n liling were in the library.. taking care of bags..

in between..

sth did happened..

i'm realli... *!$%^&*@

ya.. jus cant help it !!

somemore.. u can still tell mi tat, "我又知道?"..

TMD!

installed这样多I/E的东西.. 这个,那个.. 靠!.. 根本没有顾虑到安全.. ..

你也是,.. 另一个态度变..

是好还是坏.. 自己明白hor..

Hou "FRIEND"的喔~

yeah~it's public holidae.. no school sia.. haha

tat dae, joann liling n yanting came over to my place cookin for lunch n went swimming @ downstairs..haa...

i told them it's a MUST to swim.. cos every mth my dad gt to pay for maintainence de lor.. lolx..

i was so happe tat dae morning/afternoon/late evening..

it's the first time.. 4 of us came tgt.. 'ving lyke a small gathering.. so nice ar..

ever since 我才知道..my hse kitchen有那么好用!! 哈哈..
joann liling n yanting.. after swimming..

MIXED'UP!!

liling 弄她的spag... joann cooking the ingredients...

cheese=)

好红啊!!!

炒啊....炒啊~

LOL! "麦萧萧"..joann 是厉害煮的咯~

好棒哦*

yanting 也一样... 一人出一份力..

等一下就可以吃了..

OF'COS !!,..我是主人leh..那里可以少掉我咯~~

翻炒鸡蛋...那是本小姐最拿手的一道..

我很小..很小的时候就会了..

"MOE YI' XI"..我没有想要"呛响"的意思..

不要被误解噢...哇!哈哈哈哈哈~~

QUICK!!快快加pepper.. 就"GAO' TIM"了..hee

吃饭!! 开动了..

time checked 2.15pm..

成就感lehhx... kekeke*

是好吃到~~~~

SOOOOO干净!

饱了!!.. 很满足咯~

SMILE^

after lunch, me liling n joann went down to HK CAFE.. 吃甜品..
while waiting for our 7.15pm show- CHOCOLATE .. 哈哈!

还没有到.. not yet 1mins.. liling 就把ICE-CREAM misplaced 掉!.. OMG!

HENG AH!!没有dropped on the table.. u are... hhahahaa

after the show..

joann 和她的帅哥..拍照..

n this was taken by me sia..

i was realli enjoyed tat whole 半天... 很开心! (:

昨天晚上... 在online 的时候..
james 告诉我一件让我最.. . 惊吓的事!!
"stella已经离开人世了.. .. "..

突然, .. 我的心好痛.. . . 好难受..
一直自言自语的对自己说.. . "怎么可能啊!!!??! 不是说好了吗??!".. 天啊~
难以接受..

在vesak dae那天, james wanted to contact me 但就是没有我的联络号码.. 无法在第一时间通知我..
真的很对不起!!! .. 我迟了一步, 没办法看她最后一面.. . .. i'm sorry!
但都太迟了.. 她没办法听见我想对她说的话..
我有好多话想说的..stella!! 你听见吗?? .. (我的眼泪... . 开始.. . .. .. . ..)

回想在2001年JANUARY. .你和我在outram sec sch 认识, 我们还是同班的情景..
第一次看见你时.. 觉得你好文静的...
at first, 我是先认识到zhihui ..so slowly frm her, i get to know u more ..
很快的又交到你这位新朋友..
还记得.. .. 在sec1/3- sec2/3.. 你,我, annie, chong,zhihui,shuang'e and peipei都在课堂上, 很淡的来的朋友.. .
不过,.. 很快的.. ..
可是说是..."岁月不留人".. . 一转眼, 全都变了..
中三开始已经没有那么CLOSE了.. 距离好远.. .. 好远.. .
我好象和你们越来越陌生..
在想..

在记忆里..

you,peipei,me and lingna.. 有曾在一个sch sem..很要好过.. .出去, 吃饭, 聊天, 闲逛...都是tgt de.. 有在lingna的家过到很迟...到傍晚才回家.. tat time we're staying very near.. you jus opp lingna.. n 我搭BUS.85就到家了.. 2stops away ..haa..
过后, the next sch sem(2) .... .情况很不一样... ..
开始少说话了..
我开始也察觉到了..
起初以为, 是自己想太多...(因为他们态度很"勉强" 70%很"讽刺"..)

在中学的下半年.. 我过的好痛苦..
一直靠诉自己要快快毕业.. 离开这一班..

我的坚持和毅之力..其实不是来自我班...而是从我CCA那里找回自我生存的地方..
我的快乐在每个WEDNESDAY 2.3OPM过后... . 让我看见更是自己的样子..
如果说是我变...
那谁肯说是谁把我弄成着地步... ????

我的苦中苦.. 曾对在中学的2位朋友说过.. 但这两位朋友都不是从我班的.. .
如果认识我的人, 知道或曾听我说起的话.. 那就是你...
可能会还有一些朋友知道的..可能还没有那么详细.. ..

虽然离开OSS有三年了..
但我还是记得最伤心的日子是那里度过的... 我班!
快乐, 幸福的地方.. 让我很快的找回自我.. 不用我再说.. 你们都了到了.. 哈..

亲爱的stella.. ..
可能是没办法了.. .
但没关系...
我还是会为你祈祷... .
愿你在天堂过着快乐的日子.. .
一直在守候着你...的家人... 希望他们平平安安, 身体健健康康!

5年的友情... 最终停留在这里..

再见了!stella...

CI EN*

i'll MISS YOU!

marissa n ci en

we noe each others for abt 2yrs plus?.. ya..

she's the first friend i met in the ward, during my yr1 sem1 clinical attachm @ cgh..

marissa "sunshine", a very fun-loving, random!, pretty, stylish n

soOo dramatic AT TIMES!

OMG! i jus cant believe it..

she's going oversea to study very soon... for 3n1/2yrs!!

why why why??! tell me why?..tat's sooooooo long sia.. hahahax.

she's leaving a few mths later.. n by the time.. alr sem2, i might b buzi wif lottaz of attachm le.. n wont b hav time to meet up often..

n you noe wht?.. she was telling that she wants to come to sch n visit me..

pro next wed!!

perhapz..

i'll b havin my cca training.. n she wanna see ... gosh! pls dont.. 'cos lyke tat i will b more STRESS.. lolx.. really!! my heart C.T.I lor..

so i told her NOT to..

ya rite.. she's coming for sure.. to meet up wif me in sch mac.. b4 my official training starts ..

wosh! tat's HENG AH!!

hmm, we decided to go AMK hub jalan jalan ..

she's ok wif tat.. soOo alright den. we shall c again ..

ohya hur! "sunshine" tx for the treat @ swensens.. hahahax..

take care hor..

n of'cos i'll def miss ur laughter de... n jokez.. hahax..

CHEERZ! n smile aws k.. =)

我PASSED le... 哈哈。。。
感じは非常によい

to be continued >>>

the NAPFA!!!(:

O'hiyO! my SUB-GROUP 5!!!

(new subgp members! LOLX)

joann, mai, liling, huda, yanting and ci en

cheese (^_^)

took tis poto b4 napfa.. @ de' lib room sia...

me n liling.. after 2.4km run..
tiring man~

SMILE=) girls, we finished the 6 rds wo...

liling me yanting n joann (her legs behind y.t)

oh my!!.. after the run... damn tiring sia.. lyke siao lor..

hahax..

JOANN!.. i'll def rem the last 1/2 rd... for life..

feelin so good .. we CHIONG all de wae to the finished-line..

although was jus 30s diff.. but tat was actually the MOST exciting part la..

we saved up the left energy for the las 100m.. COOL bii'le.. wahhaha~~~

Very Occupied!

tat was de' dae..we went to HK cafe after sch.. .

yanting n liling baked cake/muffins for mummyz... hee*.. well, i treated my mum (the whole family) to thomson plaza.. 've swensens ice-cream sia..

hmm, took lotta of photos wo... hahax..

my mum looked so cool when wearing the top i bought for her...

the brand name called " ALLEN & JOAN" .. lolx..

liling n grace, u 2 noe wat i'm thinking of right now?.. whahahha

RANDOM PICz!!..

yanting n mai @ com lab.. editing their ppt.. haha..

i was ther also..doing my own wk la..

.. ... ther was no 1 ther at that moment.. n jus 4 of us .. .wow~

osh! yanting too stress le..!!.. n see! tat's de side effect lor.. OMG!study too much ar..

but aniwae... quite cute de la.. KAWAII NEH~

12noon.. GP5 MEETING @ LIBRARY!!
wahhhhx.. tat's de first time.. maj of the whole class.. bined 2 tables together, lyke nobody business.. n discussin on our FYP .. ermm..it's the combine thingy...

BACK to lecture hall, LT J.. subgp meeting... (during that 1 hr break)

joann's subgp.. goin to hav ica tml.. my 1 also..

hey! JIA YOU WOoOo...

oh! btw.. congrat to joann n esther...both passed de' clinical asst.. .tat's great=)

CAM- ZOOM!!..~

yuchen's subgp also havin meeting... lolx,

realli leh.. the 4 subgps.. soOoOo busy to hav meeting here n there.. . hahaha

subgp 3 (my gp) VS subgp 4 (joann's gp)

LOL!!

After the LAST lecture of the dae... all of us.. went BACK TO THE LIBRARY..

continue our part 2 meeting discussion.

every1 of us looking so tired, hao lei ah!...

oh!!!>. headache liao la... sian nah!

liling... no matter hoe u "SIAM".. also no use de la... bo bian!!

STILL GOT HOW LONG huh??!

zZzZzZZz. fallin to my lallalaala land *

see NO EVIL! haa..

liling ar!.. jia'lat la u.. u destroyed my photo lor... SEE!

ter & esther

joann n yanna.. .

omg!!..yanna.. u sure joann is ur subgp member mahx?..

she very HIGH sia.. haha

YEAH!! finally ,.. .. CAN GO HOME LO!!

HAHHAA..

although we're all so damn tired la... but in the end.. we still cld survive sia...

that's the power we gt here..

endurance!! n d'er... potential key.. yea..~