愛是存在的確定,是存在的維持。失去是一種篤定,就算擁有得時光那麼短暫,能夠無怨無悔地為一個人付出,就是幸福!! 擁有愛情時,要讓對方自由,失去愛情時,更要讓愛自由。 * Today is for dreaming, tomorrow is for making dreams come true... in this world there is real and make believe *
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Annual Leave!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
一个我常提的.. 20/3 ah ma..:)
was transferred to gw todae eh!
Realli happe for her, 她的身体状况开始有了进步..
i didnt noe she was going to transfer out.. till i saw the 'whiteboard' written dwn
"20/3 /f/b2--> "
... while waiting b2 station ready to accept case..也和阿嬷聊了一下.
her mental status 蛮好的:)
so b4 she was goin to b transfer out from hi-d... i did one LAST tracheo-suction for her..
"ah ma, 咳嗽一下.. 还要不要再抽痰?"
she looked @ me, nodded her head... 手势笔着... "要,..帮我多一次" ..
while im doing the suctioning,..突然之间..在短短的'3分钟"... i reflected the times ..wher i had spent wif ah ma.. 好不舍得leii..
她的眼神好像告诉我..."她好舍不得HI-D的nurses..., 有空经过要来看一看我..."
谢谢你的鼓励, 阿嬷!! 每当, 我们帮了你..可能是点小忙, 你就会给我们一个"赞"的手势... 拍一拍我们的手.. (想对我们说声"谢谢你")
只要你快乐... 我们大家, 你的家人..也会为你感到快乐... 加油 加油.. 虽然我不再照顾你了,.. 有空...当你在做physiotherapy的时候.. 记得要找我们..挥挥小手, 告诉我们; "不要担心.. 我会健康.. 也会过得快乐, 要替我加油打气哦!"..
Saturday, October 17, 2009
那天出门, 忘了带"安全感" .. (my jacket!) 也是cecilia常说的"夹克" ..最后买了,也没穿.. LOL! 欠打!?! 哈哈哈..
哇,.. 还真的很佩服cecilia.. "为了一条belt.." 她是很坚持的啦! 哈..went to orchard central.. wahh, we almost被吓死! 很静... 怕"冷"到~~ oh my, 难怪.. wkday eh.. so after shopz, we headed down to bishan swensens, 约了caiyun.. had our apple crumple, FRIES!! & 沙拉.. hou'yet lei.. haha..
yesterday, was my twins! F.J的LAST DAY! she's going back nyp, study for her adv.dip.. wah seh, good luck man! after 7 yrs (she said..头开始痛了! ) n now gonna 回到学校上课囖! 哇, 姐妹.. 要加油噢* all the best yea..
Friday, October 16, 2009
R.I.P
虽然心; 还是有点不舍.. 但最后, 还是得放下一切.. 另走新的方向,
到一个很远很远的地方...
希望在天的你, 会过的快乐..
那里,..会是个没有痛苦,悲伤,眼泪的...天国..
生命真的很脆弱,
也让我体会到.. 有"亲人"离去的感觉..
可能, 是常在工作照顾他老人家的关系..
he left his loves one this AM..
PM, i was in the tea rm, n overheard everything..
was pretty sad..
the moment i signed in, n walked in to hi-dependency..
20/8 - 空的.. (不再是XY爷爷了!) was actually the new pt frm icu..
so where's he?.. i kept qn'ing myself
but eh. actually i noe tat.. & facing back de' reality..
i walked passed the bed tw the resus trolley..
心;开始感觉很闷;很重..
walking back to the station counter..
had a deep breathe in/out.. once again, i tried to walk passed "the corner"..
indeed!! 沉重的心情...算是正常吗?.. :(
after work, my parents came to fetch me..
爸说; "今天,在手术前, 我去见你们的奶奶..她说她有好久没见你和妹妹了.. 很挂念你们, 也探听你们最近工作/读书的进展.. 我都告诉你们的奶奶了.. 她听了, 也很安慰.. 她的孙..都已经长大了.. 很懂事.. .. " .. 接下来的话,.. 我很randomly的联想到XY爷爷...
我并没看见他最后一面..
从同事们的形容.. 他还是有许多包袱抗在身上...
而我将快闭着眼睛露睡..
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
阿嬷..
went out wif phyu nu n yangyang for our 难得的singing session @ ceine:)haha!
was havin dinner wif them .. 偶然间, did mention abt 20/7..
刚,才知道.. 阿嬷昨天,非常危机! 紧急送进了CTSICU. my nights.. morning i sponged 20/7 ah ma & 20/8 ah pek..
这俩位老人家.. situation almost the same.. n 很碰巧的是... both showing me the same response 和手势..
我的心也很痛.. 不要啊.. 他们这样想...莫非, 比任何人都知道..他们下一步会是怎么走?!
我想多了.. 希望是这样..
但我遍不选择"all the above".. 靠! 有点后悔了
我们都不用上班!! OFF DAY:))
leefung n me!
vivi, kelli n leefung:)
realli nice to have a friend很配合你..哈哈!
finally we'll meet up:))
well, tis time 有点不一样,...
meet up wif the girls, after my ica theory ytdae..
心情; 50:50..
ms cherrie问我为什么我要选择在考试同一天meet up?
我很random的回答她..
"我知道我会难过, 等你们来安慰我.. 不然考完回家后, 我会想很多咯.."
n tis maine was talking so LOUD sia.. lol!
best stil, her 直接'ness ..真的吓到我们.. "几讨STUNN'ED!" HA ..
went to chomp chomp for dinner wif yanting,joann n cherrie:))
谢谢你啊, cherrie..带我们去那么棒的地方找美食..酷!!
那一个晚上..很快乐!