Moment of JOY

23Nov'09

my pos night; SD!

我没有睡咧.. went for driving lesson in the evening n after tat, meet cherrie@ cityhall mrt. i was early tis time rd sia.. neither she's late..哈哈哈!!

we're both ON TIME! :))

As usual, M.SQ是part of our地盘..必去的! (笑)

on our way to Esplanade.. 我们就一直"霹雳芭啦"讲啊..讲啊..哈..

alot of things to share lo.. we've so much fun along the way...

cherrie小姐的穿着打扮..是越来越时尚咯..
新时代的88年的女性 (站在她旁边,也还真看不出..我21岁咯!呵呵)

btw, 有看到我的脸红吗? 因为本小姐刚在享用dinner的时候, 灌了一杯red wine* & cherrie had her white wine* tat's y..she's so white la,her face... jk!冷到~~

气氛是高贵到..人生中,还是第一次..来到那么romantic的地方用餐:)
once a while..是种享受..

me n cherrie had our indian set meal for dinner...
&tat's her.. with the bread.. somehow lyke prata to me.. but anyway, indeed!overall the food taste realli nice n hur..the spicy'ness 冲上我的脑神经线啦! 哦天!哈哈..

curry wif rice :)
sound so common rite.. but the food,靠! DAMN SHIOK CAN?! 最爱淋curry的gravy over to my rice... 鸡肉还真是Q yea... oiishi neh!

cherrie在品尝酒味..
she said.. b4 u drink it..

酒的每一个细节都很重要...直到你把酒喝下去.. 过程是种享受!

我在研究... 哈哈..im thinking, im thinking..
我拿那杯glass... can also feel the stress.. also gt way to hold it sia..
not lyke when ur drinking coke or root bear lei.

after dinner, 我们就到附近的shopping centre 走走..

was walking 1/2wae.. suddenly好想吃冰!!
ICE KACHANG..是最好的选择..
原来也是cherrie n i 的favourite sia...

she dont lyke "哑瘩子" omg!! tat's weird.. 我超爱的啦!!
in the end, we finished up the ice bowl le..

走进一家鞋店... 一下子, cherrie就看中了好几双..
说真的..还蛮有型的! 穿上它, 又美.. 又大方啊...

nice sia...:)

i did try out those shoes... oh my!! i gt no sense of balance.. the heel is too high.. i felt lyke falling anytime man! ..haha.. after some time, when i removed the heels.. gosh! 感觉到我在floating loh.. felt the light'ness sia..when i walkin on the ground.. haha..but after a while, 又OK了! pro..i so no use to it la.. but的确...穿上高根鞋,感觉超有自信的.. LOL! but eh, as for me..i still prefer to have my "夹克" (jacket)on will do.. hahaha.. :))

work pm shift tml!
coming tis wkend, gonna meet cecilia n caiyun, enghua..
有位小姐的生日要到了...:)) see u guys soon! tc

NHC Family & Active Day!

After my 2nd night, the next following morning..

me angie n gay headed down to Marina Barrage for this NHC Event ya..

最吸引我们是因为哪个LUCKY DRAW啦! 超丰富的!!

大多数的人, 都是和家庭一起的..
而我在这时候..看到眼前的画面..有说不完的心灵深处..

was in the shuttle bus wif gay..
LOOK@ our eyes..

眼睛没有神气咧! Almost 快要累垮了.1 more night to go man!

tis photo is nice! look so natural sia..
yangyang's hubby拍的.. haha, his cam技术, 还真的很专业啊:)

这张也不错! 我拍别人,自己也被人拍到...LOL!!

Yangyang and Angie… 笑得很开心..

简单自然..就是美咯.. I agree!:)

将近3个星期..
第16天..
好一段日子没跟家人沟通了..

这几回, 我都是独自的行走.. 无依靠..沟通对象;都是我身边的朋友.. 回家后,便立刻把门锁起来..不理会"他们过的生活".. 我想过我自己的. 好几次, 当我和"这朋友"出门的时候, 一聊到家人.. 话还没说.. 眼睛开始起了泪水...发觉我对自己的"家庭心"看得很重... 有384个小时..没正眼看这我的老爸, 我的老妈...我开始对他们的印象越来越是模糊... (伤心).

有一次,上早班的时候, 我收到爸爸的sms (内容: "we will come and fetch you at blk5 9.45pm!") 那一次,我有感觉到"一阵突然"的开心.. 但回想他们说的话... 我又变回冷漠.. 我sms回他; "no need, i go home myself!"..SENT!..

在bus车上...回想很多事.. called as "Reflected memories..." 曾发生的画面再次让你想起... 好真实..i remember there's one time, 我和这朋友在聊... 她问我;"怎样了?".. 我的沉默,已经是最好的答案.. 我告诉自己..这一次不能再哭.. 我是做到了... 但心中(胸口)有一阵的痛... ..无奈.. 那一次, 是我最迟回家..将近3am... 在之前,我接到mummy打来的电话.. "..hm 你要回家了吗?" 我的答复,也很突然.. 可能在读的你..会觉得我好欠打..! (在外面,没那么快... )接后, 我就挂掉电话.. tat time was alr lyke 11.30pm.. almost 12mn.. n tis friend, was looking at her phone.. i asked "你做么一直看电话?等call ah... ?" she answered "没有啦..她不会打来的.. 就算这个时候她打来.. 一定是我姐姐.. " i looked at her... "你姐姐?" she said.."对啊.. 我妈妈是不会打来的.. 一定是我姐姐.. 有的时候, 我是很jealous的啦.. 还真的很希望是我妈打来的.. 我知道她是不会的..因为她懂我会回家.. 哈哈.." 听了这反话... 我开始想.. "她刚打来..是因为关心?还是..担心我不回家... " (眼睛累了..)

昨天, mummy问我... "晚餐要吃什么?" ..我马上直接的回应"不用"... 半夜饿肚子..我都是吃maggie mee带过去.. 之间的距离感是离我越来越远了...

"只有出门的快乐..可以让我忘记在家里的悲伤.."

the original story.. how izzit happened? 我只跟过2个人讲过.. "我头一次", 为了(亲情)事...在那位朋友面前..掉下眼泪.. 我和她不算认识很久..we are friends... 在同个地方工作, 了解事物..可能很接近..聊起事来..也很一般...pro she had gone thru tis b4 eh... 她说我的"冷战"比她还久... 这一次, 家人所说的话.. 我真的受伤了... 我心中的"恨"还是依然的存在的.. 这一个月, 我掉过无数的眼泪.. sadness..

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15 NOV'09 - Siti's wedding

i was there in the evening... alone.. hahaha!

thank you so much for de; invitation :)) stay happy aws...CHEERS!

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14 NOV'09@ HPPS- P6 LAST DAY :(

我会记得你们.. :))
msg to the girls..
cheryl - all the best in ur studies, u hav the potential.. a very understanding n thoughtful company leader. 个性;随和..开朗.. 希望你快乐!

frances- a very cheerful, stylish n out-going gal.. all the best,babe!

elle, chermaine n eliz- keep going eh!! make dreams come true, work hard:)

last but not least.... SHERLYN! hahaha.. u and ur sis, 有时候还真让我很confused!! 在2年前..我就认识你了.. tat time u only p4... n NOW!! 毕业咯!!.. Sherlyn是个很understanding, friendly, 好学...during tat time the musical drillz training..我就发现了.. 希望你可以多多加油哦.. dont worry, u can manage.. rem this.. haha.. once u gt to noe her better, omg!! 她也会很playful...直接和不爽的时候.. LOL! u've the attitude lahh.. not bad sia..哈..

the juniorss.. shermayne,elle n bethany.. take care girls!

the seniors!!
caroline n louisa:)

louisa..thanks for sharing eh! 有梦想..那是你对未来人生的目标...
our future doc... 未来的你.. 一定会救很多的小孩子..
加油加油!! may ur dreams come true.. all the best in ur studies..

also..Elle.. :)) the most complicated family tree..我所听过的.. but it's really cool man!
u told me... u going back uk to study.. 未来的speech therapist! 很期待再多几年后的你.. work hard k.. u can do it!! thumbz'up*

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FRIDAY 13! 哈哈..
日子还是一样的过... 那一天.. 是最开心...玩得很疯..

夜晚的气氛..真是NICE!!:))

CLINIC C.
tat nite, was raining heavily..me, sheaufang n leefung..after our "breakfast/lunch" we headed down to clarke.q .. tat's was my first time..realli exp NIGHTLIFE! 夜晚真的很不同..尤其是de' atmosphere.. 很开..

BLOOD TRANSFUSION!
nice 1..

那一次的晚上..就这样过去了.. 当晚的快乐,是天亮后的记忆..

开工囖!

感觉还不错:)

went to heart ctr building ytdae for the talk..

碰巧遇见jael! hahaha..

下班后,外头下很大的雨啊...

went down to Clarke Quay..to meet yuchen n shuying at the ctrl stat.
wow!! long time no see eh.. after since a mini celebration we had at vivo..

for soooo long, i've nv been to CENTRAL b4.. omg!

aiyo..新加坡的[中环]咧.. LOL!!

肚子超饿的...

过后决定在WARAKU享用美食..哈哈!

ice-creammz!! (:

城里的月光!!

shuying & her japanese raw-fish salmon.. wooo

after our dinner,

went down to river side....欣赏夜景...
at nite, the whole image.. 让我联想到在香港(free n easy)的时候..

就好像从[九龙]望过去[香港岛]...的感觉似乎很相似..

但始终在HK游玩的日子..还是超棒的啦!哈..

me &shuying..

哇!我长了那么大, 还是头一次.. 真正的走进去,观赏这地方属于它最另类的美景..
同样的感觉;在不同的地方能感受到..

真的是人生..最单纯的幸福!

不要求多..简单;是美
从美中的快乐..也会很快乐=)

从RIVERSIDE POINT拍过去的...
along the way, we've took lotta of photos man!

风太大... 把我的头发, 吹"歪"了.. 哈哈..
me, shuying & yuchen

逛了后...一夜之间...很快..
is time to say goodbye*
shuying is on am shift the next dae... me n yuchen is on afternoon..

好累的样子..
却玩的很愉快.. .

和朋友相聚...真是难得. 虽然时间短暂, 但是种诚意*

woHooO! im going back ward on Monday!!:)

快乐;.. ..背后也有最难过的时候...

一个人的坚强.. 也会到达极限..
谈起件事.. 眼泪也会在不知不觉中...的掉落..

在外跑的时候... 我不把悲伤带出门..

但偶尔的冷漠..会让你想起种种的事..

my annual leave is going to end soon.. stil gt 2more days to enjoy!!

很开心!ytdae outing wif leefung n vi were totally FUN!哈哈:)

&还有kelli!! 最近.. kelli病了.. 咳...get well soon,gal!!

went MS wif leefung ytdae.. had 1 rd of bowling session.. 她赢我!!hahaha..

很恐怖啦..

昨天, 我们两个..不知道怎么搞的.. 嘴巴没有停过..
讲话..gossiping..吃东西... 讲话..gossiping..吃东西... LOL!!

all of the sudden.. 我的速度..放慢了...

was at LJS eating my fries!! 吃FRIES..应该是我人生最享受的事..

但昨晚却不是这样..

脑筋的根线"Y掉".. 眼泪掉落在脸夹... 好难过.. 心似乎被刀恨恨的刺进胸口里..

在我(泪)之前.. 我告诉她..最近在家的"不愉快"..

和家人的"冷战"有1星期多..打从我AL.. 开始..

我当时的情绪...

我一再的重复; "我不觉得我有错!是你们做父母的遍心"

最讨厌这一大堆..恶心的态度!!!:(

足够让我(^_____^)! :))

1 NOV'09

终于和4年不见的Franciska..见面咯!!哈哈..

she's my secondary sch classmate:) 在中学的时候.. 就没什么聊的啦.. 直到最近又联络上了.今天, 竟然能在茶餐厅坐着..一聊就1/2天过去了.. omg! didn't noe we gt so much things to gossip abt leh. We've so much of fun n laughter! 一说到oss skool life... 还蛮怀念一些朋友的"过去有的怪屁" LOL!! (she was 1 of them actually, n guess wat??!! SHE IS WORKING AS A INTERIOR DESIGNER NOW!!) dont play play sia..hahahaFranciska 觉得她的脸太大又圆... 要求retake* 哈.. as granted!
3连拍.. nO diff can?! only i cld see frm here, 就只有你的脸部表情..

越来越吊hor!!

well girl.. im juz kidding kayz..haa

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31 Oct' 09 - Halloween nitex!

met up wif caiyun in the morning/afternoon..

AS USUAL we had our lunch at banquet ..hahaha..

after tat, headed down to amk hub; the dessert shop..
so while waiting for cecilia n marnie.. we eat again!! lol.. pro b'cos of the so damn cold weather la.. excusesss* haa..

so abt 8pluz.. we reached ther..
saw that quene .. was super long.. kao! bo bian, we've to follow the flow.. but to the extend tat.. at last we decided to "walk through" lol!

the weather was cold..it's raining.. but who cares man??! hee..

nice shot! ..by me:)
oh my.. it's sooooo wrong?!!!
cosplay?! u sure?!

wat the??!! tis was scary..

"she's" moving... side by side la..
idiot! oh gosh..

i was sitting right behind the tram.. suddenly pplz infront started to scream..

~~ahhhAHHHH..
tis actually benefit ppl at the back..as they noe sth is going to happen here next..
TMD!!! i heard THE SCREAMZ..!!

THAT THING WAS SO NEAR US LAH..only lyke 1cm awae can?!.

ooooo...oO

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ooowwwww~

a moment, which i dun ever wan to have "har gao.. xiu mai, char siew bao.." wahahaha!!:)))