oh shit! wat m'i thinkin sia...?!
my mind just "SHUT'DOWN" like tat.. n i dunno wat's wrong wif it!..not even letting mi to RESTART!!!

maybe i'll decide... 2 yrs later? or longer..
not tis time, i think. it's not the right time yet.. ..for me to prepare anything.
hint given to me st. ... "my heart jus cant take it".. hahax, tat's wat wayne often said ..

a bit upsad de.. . but anyway.. . there are more to achieve than that.. i mean.. arr ya wahx.
right now,... i jus cant get back to sleep..
insomnia?.. hmm nope..
there's sth keep bothering me.. & wat's that man?!.. (oh no, i turnin schizo liao.. lolx..)

gosh.. my esteem NOW left 50%.. border line case..
quite demora'...how m'i gona 4get this "EXCITING IMMEDIATE EXPERIENCE" sia..
hopefully after tonight,.. i will be feeling much OK.